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hello again.

2010-08-14T21:51:00.010+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS!

It`s been a really really really really (x2948549385 ) since I`ve posted. HAHA.
This is living proof that Sec3 life just sucks the time out of me.
It`s been, go to school > go for band > get home > do homework (or skip it) > sleep super late.
And the cycle goes on.
HELLO EYEBAGS :D

Anyhoo, common tests just finished! I don`t really want to talk about it.
Don`t think I did very well. Screwed up big time for geography just cause I didn`t read instructions. I`m one of those few who panicked, knowing we had to do 2 questions for 45 minutes. Turns out, we only had to do one. I only did both halfway. What does that spell? FAIL. Or just passed :x

Nothing`s changed much since last time. Okay, there are.
But not really much in my day to day routine. Blogging`s become a drag. But since I promised Kanglun and a few others ages ago, here I am. :D

Celebrated the end of CTs with Jessica! (;
Had loooads of fun hopping round places in Singapore. Explored the wonders of the circle line.
Went back to bras basah and shopped, again. I cannot resist art stuff there. I just can`t.
Then went here and there and spent most of our time in Plaza Sing.

Was supposed to meet bestie at today but her granny`s not feeling well. Hope Aini granny`s better! (:

OKAY, before I start losing point, I shall end things here.
I promise I`d try to blog more often, when I have the time.

RANDOM STUFF YOU MIGHT NOT REALLY WANT TO KNOW BUT IMMA SAY ANYWAY:

1. I`m back to playing the guitar again and I`ve been really happy with it. Trying out new songs. Because I am a girl and Love the way you lie, rock when you can play em well.

2. I am obsessed with shooting games on my iphone. I can tell you quite a lot about guns now. Someone tell me why there aren`t any firing ranges in Singapore?

3. I have so many pictures of the BACK of Jessica`s head that I could make a video tribute to it. The background music shall be, "never far behind" by Aly & AJ. eheheheh.

4. Family guy has weird humour. But I watch it anyway, at night, cause there ain`t anything better. Stewie`s funny. LOL.

5. I survived Friday the 13th, yesterday! (: HAHAHA. It was mass murder with chem and emaths at the same time. Ohmygeez.

GREETINGS FROM BEA AND JESSIEBEAR.

REAALLY OVERDUE TAG REPLIES:

i`m soososososososo sorry!

MARK : LOL. Barking`s funnn. Cat`s meow back.
GABBY : Haha. No point replying to this already.
HAOFANG : Smiley face right back at`cha. (;
SHERMAIN : YAAAY. HELLO :D
AJ : OOOHYEH BAYBEH. purple is the new black.
AINI : hahaha. I loveeee you too bestie!
ALISSA : THANKS! I didn`t think people actually read them. haha.
IMY too (: looking forward to reading your blog again.
CHARMIAN : charmiangel (; thanks. I want my picture >:
haha.
AARON : paw tags rock.
KANGLUN : I UPDATED! hahaha. as promised. (;
GUEST : Ouch, poohead? really? LOL.

take it all away, I don`t need it

2010-06-17T21:03:00.004+08:00

ALOHA.
the weather`s been really weird lately.

I`m currently loving my holidays. YEAH. No, I haven`t started on any homework at all and I probably won`t for a long time to come. Sad to say, I haven`t stopped being a procrastinator. D;
I don`t want the holidays to end. I`m enjoying the super laxed vibe and getting to sleep freakishly late and waking up to another day of pure spontaneous adventure without having to worry or plan out my day. I love it.

So anyhoo, last Tuesday went out with Melissa.
Went mall hopping. Had lunch at Subway then headed to 313 @ Somerset. Walked around Orchard and somehow ended up at Plaza Sing. HAHA. Then headed to City Square Mall. We mostly just window shopped. I guess you can imagine how intense the walking got and how our feet felt :/
It was totally unplanned so we kinda just went wherever we felt like.

But it was FUN. hahaha. We talked a lot and saw loadsa cool stuff. I`ve gotten the urge to start scrapbooking again. I know I probably don`t have the time. But it`s the holidays. Anything can happen, right? ;D

The day before that met up with Nic. Didn`t really do much, just hung out at the library and stuff. Borrowed some books that I probably ain`t going to read on time. Then met up with Mark at punggol park and took pictures.

I can tell Markie`s really into that photography stuff. Sure, I brought along my DSLR but I didn`t really use it much. I kinda enjoyed scampering and running about more :D HAHA. I had fun playing with random animals. Kitties meow back when I meow (; which was really cute. There was one that followed me around and started purring :3 awwh.

The poor kitty has a cut on her left ear D:

LOL. they were probably bored.

P/S. I abso-freaking-lutely love my new iphone. :3

I am currently app crazy. But yes, i love my new baby and I`m dressing it up in skins with matching coloured earphones :D

purple, to be exact.

Hmm. I guess that`s all.

toooodles (:

Everydays just another good reason

2010-06-13T11:29:00.010+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
I`ve got loads to say and I regret procrastinating on my posts. Cause now I`ll have to cram everything into one post.

YOU READY? oohyeah, here we go.

WORK ATTACHMENT DAY 1 :
Refer to old post. HAHA.

WORK ATTACHMENT DAY 2:
Nic sent me to school cause I had to do the bio project with Brenda and Jinghan. Biology`s actually really fun. Hahaa. Didn`t do much for work attachment. We sold stuff last minute near the pet hospital, earned $10 bucks :/ LOL.

WORK ATTACHMENT DAY 3:
LAST DAY D; The nice lady boss (as Vivien calls her) gave us stuffed toys! hee. I got this super cute doggeh and a doggy whistle :O Do doggy whistles repel or attract dogs? I just realized, I didn`t know. HAHA. Took pictures and said goodbye.
Oh and I met these two puppies that I`d probably never ever forget. One`s named Roxy, the most adorable schnauzer you`d ever meet. She`ll less than 6 months old.
Another one is Nike! He`s like this super cute ball of energy that`d eat just about anything and loves scampering about. :D AAAH, so cute.

In the past week went out with Gabbeh too! It was shoe day for both us. Ah, got myself some vans shoes. But I`ve now realized that I don`t really like em that much :/ Nottt meant for long distance walking. Ate at Carls Jr. I can never finish burgers from there D;

I had my hair curled for free! There was a man who did curling and stuff usually did part of people`s hair for trial, but he did all of mine cause he said I was nice (Y) WHOO. It turned out weird at first, ended up looking sorta nice after a while. The guy`s from Argentina (even though he`s got this french accent) anddd he aspires to be a musician. He writes his own songs, plays the guitar and he thinks the saxophone is cool! HEHEHE.
PLEASE BUY HIS CDS WHEN HE BECOMES FAMOUS! I know I will (:

Spent the MRT rides with Gab playing the fruit slashy thing and reading girly magazines. Awesome ;D

Went out with Nic that week too. Headed to Bugis.
We watched Karate Kid. Damnn, Will Smith`s son looks like his father. LOL. Jackie Chan`s as funny as always. Me thinks the movie was alright but nothing super duper special. I mean, you know, you`d know how it`d end and stuff. Afterwards, walked around and stuff.

Outing was cut short cause I had to be home and we had visitors at home. Nic helped with some preparations and headed back. thaaanks (:
I heart squishy the stuffed toy.

YESTERDAY HELPED OUT WITH FLAG DAY!
We represented the Singapore Heart Foundation. It was awesome! HAHA. We held out tin cans and stickers, asking for donations from the good people of Singapore.

Ventured out into the island with Kenny, Jessica and Brenda (3E3). A lot of other schools were doing it too and I made a few friends. Waving like some maniac across the street to a complete stranger isn`t so bad when you know you ain`t meeting them anymore after that. LOL.

Sure we faced rejection and stuff and some people are really just, UGHHH.
Some would even just fake putting in a coin so they could take a sticker. Especially the oldies. Geesh, I`m not an idiot.
But there are those really really nice people out there, who donate just because they want to and not cause they wanted the sticker or the keychain or they wanted to stop being harrassed by us. HAHAHA.

Whatever else happened, I`ll hold that for next time aye? :3

it`s called prioritizing

2010-06-06T21:13:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD! :D
how you doing?

AWHHH (:

I have learnt that I have readers who visit quietly. LOL. HEY THERE (:

Had work attachment today at the Paradise Pet Shop. That`s how you spell FUN.
Being crammed in that pet shop with Atikah for 5 hours didn`t actually feel bad. Okay, maybe sort of boring and I don`t know how many times I looked at the leashes with matching accessories and the food, but I enjoyed myself!
The owner was really nice! LOL.

She got us lunch and let me and Atikah choose a keychain from the front counter. She also gave us these wrist bands that were meant for dogs?
Okay, since they were meant for dogs mine sort of said "BEG SMART" and "RUN FAST". LOL. I don`t see how I can wear them without people giving me the crazy look but hey, they`re pretty cool (: The other people there were pretty friendly too.

The shop`s situated right beside an animal hopsital, so usually lots of owners come in with their pets! GEEZ, they`re so effing adorableeee. I like the dogs who come up to me and wag their tails, especially the extra huge ones. It`s nice to know I`m still not afraid of dogs, no matter how big or snarly. I miss Hershey and Yani and Lilo and Rex all my other pets :/

Atikah and I sorta got lost on the way there. I mean, who knew it was so faaar away and we had like a gazillion direct buses :/
ALSO, staying there that long, the doggy treats really looked kinda good. I really want to try the scooby snacks, the yoghurt drops and the potato chip looking stuff. I wonder if they`re safe for human consumption. Gabriel wants beef jerky, maybe I`ll help you buy some. Hahaa.

I wanted to make a dog tag! D: It looked really cool but I needed to put down an owner`s name at the back. LOL. Anddd, if anyone wants any of their own doggeh wrist bands, please ask!

adios.

went a little like this

2010-06-05T20:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS ;D

Okay, I know I haven`t been blogging lately. I`m here now, to crap.

I`ve gone to the beach twice this week. Whoo. So unlike me. I mean, I get enough sun :/ I didn`t really do much sun related activities. LOL. More like, I haad to go and I only did it when the sun wasn`t there anymore :D hee.

So last Thursday I headed to East Coast Park with Nic. Needed to collect water samples for a bio project. With the recent oil leak, we expected the water to stink or something but surprisingly, it didn`t. But you could see the oil in the water, pretty nasty stuff.
We got lost like twice. So in the end we cabbed there and cabbed back cause it was getting pretty late.
But the beach was still a beach and the view we found this place to sit where you could face the sea and the view was pretty cool :3

Then Friday had sectional. Clement`s a pretty awesome SL. hahaa. Afterwards had sectional lunch then the bio students went to the Singapore Heart foundation. I thought it would be a boring two hours but I enjoyed it. Laughed a lot andddd the E2s had the whole bus to themselves. YAY.

I now, more or less know how to perform CPR. But heck, I don`t think I`ll ever do it. I mean, what if you crush someone`s ribs and they end up dying from that instead? :/ It`s scary. Oh and the dummy they used! I played with that before. I remembered shizhe stuck his fingers up the dummy`s nose. Imma look for that picture ;D

THEN TODAY! Was the official summer splash 2010. My dad`s company hosts this family day which we attended. IT WAS FUNNNNN.
Okay, I went a little nutso with the cotton candy, I know. There were lots of cool stuff like bungee jumping and a mechanical rodeo bull (omgee hard)? And the gladiator! Which was basically fighting with weapons that looked like large earbuds. HAHA. Did loads of stuff, like arts and crafts.
There were photos taken but a lot of them aren`t with me D: I`ll upload those that are. HAHA. I won`t be uploading any of my parent`s photos cause imma ask them if they`d want them up here first. LOL. I`m glad I got to bond with my family :D I LOVE THEM LOOOOAADS. 8D played with the beach after the whole thing, when the sun went down.

I wanted the hat too but apparently, it`s only for kiddos.

HEE :3

Don`t hold this picture against me. I buried my feet afterwards. Ooh, I found seashells.

SAYONARAAAA.

you just called.

2010-05-25T20:30:00.006+08:00

HEYYY WORLD :D

I should be doing my re-emaths paper right now. But I`m hereeeee. LOL.

TAGS! (: sftlr.

Julyy : JULAINAAAA :D thanks for taggin.hee.

Henna : yeah. ikr! LOL. I`m really wondering how it tastes.

Hanjing : Ooohyeah. I`d be sure to link you up. (:

Gabby : HAHA. alright. you talk one half, i take the other.

Joyce : Hellooo! Will relink soonest.

Aaron : LOL. then you should`ve slept. I didn`t post anything new anyways. haha.

Zhiting : HAHA. YEAH at first I was blur with it too.

Shermain : Will link youuuu very soon. Sorry it took so long! :x

Charmian : I`m thinking : JUNE HOLIDAYS! looooool.

Friday`s cross country was fun! Okay, not so much of the running but more of the talking and laughing and lunch just before that. HAHA. Ate out at some really swanky hawker centre with Atikah, Aini and Jessica. Ran into a lot of the teachers like Mrs Azlan and Ms Nur :D hahaa.
Hung out at Atikah`s house with the rest before and afterwards.
You know, 4.3 km didn`t seem so long when you walk it. haha. But yes I was friggin` tired and thirsty.

THEN SATURDAY CELEBRATED AISHAH`S BIRTHDAY! LOL.
I think there were 14 of us there. Chinmei, Rafiqah, Joleen, Abigail, Sheena, Jessica, Julaina, Yee ching, Gigi, Huiching, Jingyi, Emily, Aishah and me. LOL. Went to Tampines and ate at pastamaniaaaaaa. (: YAY. They`re all awesome people.

Photos courtesy of JULAINA (:

THEN SECTWO ENGLISH CAMP TODAY!
Okay, yeah. I`d rather do this than beach cleaning. hee.
I took part of a 2E4 class :D YEAAH.
We called ourselves the quote-unquote pukeeylicious pondstars.
(You see, they don`t allow 'porn' so we had to censor that into 'pond'. But then again, what the hell is a PONDstar? Beats me.)
I felt like I was sec2 all over again. It was fun getting to bond with the sec twos though. Oohwell.

Send me all your angels tonight

2010-05-20T23:03:00.004+08:00

That is a weird genetically modified orange and banana, morphed into one. Ah, cool.
It can be called a BANORANGE! hee. Or ORANANA. Both ways it sounds weird and interestinggg.
Me wants to try. LOL. I`m sure gabbeh would want to try that too, with his weird obsession for bananas and all.
I`ve also heard of a strawberry and pineapple morphed together. NOW THAT IS COOL. I will most definitely try that someday.

Tomorrow`s cross country day! I can`t say I`m all pumped up to run :/ But I`m excited either way. Although I`d probably be walking. hee. I`m wondering if it`ll rain though. It`s been happening a lot lately - unexpected rain days. I love it :D

PM Lee watched the band perform recently. I`m pretty sure I feel honoured. He`s so tall and friendly and gentle-ish. (:

I`ve been into reading books lately. Sometimes I`d prefer to just sit down and read. :/ I don`t know why. But it gets my mind off things and lets me relax a lil`. Sort of an escape from reality. Reality ain`t so good lately. LOL. I guess life`s like that.

This is stuck in my head. Like seriously. I can`t stop singing it. Hahaa. I`d find myself humming it out of nowhere.

あんな風になれたらいいな
こんなことも出来たらいいな
空も自由に飛べたらいいな
夢が膨らむから僕も笑う

in the end

2010-05-10T19:26:00.007+08:00

i`ll wear you down, i`ll watch you choke

HERE I AM, BLOGGING. heh.

Yeah, I guess I`ll be taking my blogging more seriously from now on. I remember part of my 'WHAT TO DO AFTER SYF' list includes the revamping my blog. But I haven`t quite gotten the time or the mood to change blogskin and stuff. D: I guess I should change my blog song too. It`s probably annoying you guys to hear the same thing over and over again.

BUTTTT I`ve already relinked and linked those that needed relink/linkage. LOL. Which was pretty much only Aj, Henna and Alissa. I can`t believe I found their blogs! (: hahaa.
I miss them soooo much. It`s like, I haven`t seem them in ages and it feels awesome to hear from them, y`know?

I`d also be replying tags here, for now. Just for now.
because if I replied through tagboard, it`ll flood.

TAG REPLIES :>

Aaron: traceur eh? hahaa. cool. thanks for
taggin!

Charmian: HAHA. don`t worry, I`m sure you`ll have a
camera soon too. YEAH, 2E2. good times.

Alissa: Alright. I`ll be coming back there more often,
just you wait! heeeee.

Jessica: Hey soul sistaa! Haven`t seen you for quite a
while.

Aini: bestaye! looool. aww, thanks! (: and jyeahh!

Henna: LOL. I went googling. hahaaa. I`ve linked you
alrd :D

AJ : Ate AJ! I`m alright. Missin` you truckloads too!

Gabby: HAHA. new songs right? I will sooo beat you.
LOL. Don`tchu dare practice.

Thanks for tagging. It`s nice to know that people actually read what I say and that it isn`t like I`m talking to myself here. :O

Anyhoo, today was awesome. There are not so awesome parts, like the Maths paper 2 that we had to take. I wonder how I`ll do for math. Haven`t really put much effort into it.

Went home with HaoFang and Aini, in search of some hidden in the middle of nowhere 7-eleven. HAHA. We found it and ate there. Afterwards headed back to school with Haofang.

Stayed at the student hub with a couple of peeps for a while. The usual assortment of crazy girls and guys. I`m actually starting to like that place. LOL. The people are fun. But most of my time was spent with HaoFang and Aaron. Did random stuff.
Waited for Tashryn. I couldn`t thank her enough for helping me with my Amaths. I guess I understand my surds and logarithms better now :3

Ah, I realized I`ve been crapping the whole time. I`m gonna go do something to keep myself busy.
I`ve got no school tmrw, cause I don`t take physics. HOHO :D

it`s a revolution.

2010-05-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

We’re teenagers. We’re still learning. Shit happens. We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things. We fall in love and end up getting hurt. We bitch, bitch, bitch. We bitch about bitches being bitches. We party till dawn, we drink till we pass out. We hate people for no reason, we call each other names. We stay up late having deep conversations, or stay up late just to think. We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and those will be the memories. One day that’s going to all pass. You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things, but one day you’re gonna wish you were still a teenager. So make the most of what you have now, forget all the bullshit and drama and live your fucking life with a sexy smile on your face.

Aside from the fact that what you just read above was extremely vulgar, it`s actually sort of enlightening. LOL. I know I`d never be fifteen again, ever.
I know there are really depressed people lately. Stop thinking about that guy/girl that broke your heart, cause they ain`t worth your time. Also, if people can`t accept you for who you are, then that isn`t your fault. Do what makes you happy and forget those that don`t.

No, I don`t hate anyone. Seems pretty pointless and a big waste of energy. I like liking people much more. Don`tchu think so? (:

Right now it`s 11 minutes to 1 in the morning and I don`t feel sleepy. Had maths test today. Geesh, how careless can I get. Anyhoo, I have to have to thank Gabriel for helping me out with my Amaths. For the first time ever, I actually understood a bit of logarithm. :D Yes, I shall beat you in tap tap revenge again. hahaa.

I`ve just downloaded new songs and I`m moving them to my ipod. Ah, I`m ipod happy again. Currently listening to Riding Solo by Jason Derulo. Don`t know why.
My mind feels so full of ideas. I think imma go write them down and do them later. Maybe gonna go scrapbook too or smth. :D Maybe I`m high cause it`s the weekends. ooohyeah.

Okay, it`s officially 1 am on my lappy.
ciao.

what matters most

2010-05-06T13:03:00.004+08:00

HEY WORLD.

Yes, I`m completely aware of the fact that my blog was dead. LOL.

Loooaaads of things have happened since I last posted. Well for one thing, SYF`s over. It has been for almost a month now. We got Gold With Honours and the feeling was amazing. Now the seniors are standing down, and I`m really gonna miss `em. But hey, they`d be 'standing up' a lot of times after and I`m pretty sure imma seem them again soon. Besides, I run into Tashryn almost everyday. :D

Mid-years are almost through with one more week to go. All the content heavy subjects are overrrr. OOHYEH. I`m pretty sure I won`t do very well for chemistry, I might even flunk it. Don`t think anyone even finished the paper. Anyone?

I sort of realized I can`t keep coursing through life like this - slacking off. Hahaa. There will come a day when all the cramming the world won`t help me. I`ve been doing pulling all- nighters with my textbooks for the test the next day. Geesh, wonder what results I get.

A few days ago I went out with Charmian and Aini after school. The feeling was, weird. It had some sort of deja vu vibe going on. Actually it felt pretty awesome, just like old times. Sometimes I can`t help but wonder how things would turn out if we were all still together.
Oh, don`t get me wrong, I love 3E2`10. I`m just saying I really miss 2E2`09 too. (:

my lovely sister can be a child model if she wanted to

OOHYEAH. DSLR BABBBYYYY. like, last week.
What`s the occasion? No particular reason, I guess. My parents are just really awesome. LOL. I`m guessing they found out I wanted one.
I`ve been taking pictures of random stuff during weekends.

I left my pencil case in school yesterday :O
I`m just glad Shafiq was there to see it and Nicholas and Haofang were nice enough to actually bring it to me. hahaa. You people shouldn`t have gone through the trouble. But thankyousomuch. <3

make a wish.

2010-03-30T21:06:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS!

Yes, I am blogging. For the 2nd consecutive day. Un.believable.
I have loooaaadsa homework, but I can`t quite pull myself to do it.

Today was normal-ish. School then band.
I keep going to the canteen during break times.
Milo has somehow become a normal thing for me now. Milo, and those tofu cheese things that Aini loves.
I`ve to learn to stop that :/

Lessons were normal.
Had chemistry. I think I lose most of my brain cells during chem.
My favourite lessons are Biology, English and Geography. Because all the fun teachers are there.
Mrs Li is sooo cute! HAHA. She`s so funny to watch and plays along with the class. It`s sad that she only teaches math. D:

Right now a malteser icecream bar is melting in my hand.
It`s amazing what wonders I find in my fridge. It`s like the best place to go whenever I get bored.
I just took a bite. YUM.

empty noise.

2010-03-29T22:58:00.005+08:00

band wouldn`t be the same w/out them

[more on these pics later]

Goodevenin` worldeee!

Blogging seems like such a drag lately.
Sure, I touch my laptop like, everyday. LOL. But I can`t quite sort out my thoughts enough for me to blog.

Loooaads of things have happened since I`ve last posted D: can`t remember much.
I just know that SYF`s in like, 2 weeks?
I know I`m supposed to be nervous or smth. But excited`s a much better word to describe how I`m feeling. I`m actually just really psyched that April 10`s finally cominggg! :D hahaa.

I`m sorta semi-obsessed with tumblr right now.
Introduced to it by my pinoy friends.
Don`t really know what`s the point of having one when I have this blog. LOL.
But I can`t resist.

Last week was alright. Last tuesday we checked out the indoor stadium.
DAYUM.
It was freakin` big. Why can`t they just turn it into an iceskating rink or smth? :D
The wednesday that week was completely sectional free.
Had the best sleep everrr and a wicked awesome time with Clement and Jessica at Compass after school, that day.
Then it went back to your normal band days, nuff said.

I think imma get sick soon.
I can feel it :/ geesh.

ciao.

2010-03-15T15:25:00.012+08:00

HEYYY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS.

I`m uber bored. I`m stuck at home and couldn`t go for the field trip thingy. D:

I`ve always wondered what the URA was like. I just know there`s a hell lot less sun than in MB.

I feel sorta bad that Brenda was the only person in my group gng to the place w/out me.

WHY? I`m sick again. Ain`t that just peachy. I`m never marching in the rain again.

ANYHOO, went to the Public Performance as a Bowen Artist! :D

Stayed backstage most of the time. Tried to sneak in and watch the performances live but got shoo-ed away by some teacher. Didn`t like how she talked to us, but whatever, we got the point if she told us nicely. So yeah, it was backstage for us.

The performances rocked! I was happy I could see bestie`s performance. They sang one of the band songs, which I think was really cooool. The drama performances were really funnehhh! ANDD the dance groups were awesome. Kenny was trying to dance like them afterwards. hahaa.

Me, Kenny and Aneesah got to the place just in time. We got released from band a lottttt later than expected, which was like, 5? So we rushed to the place. I didn`t like the bouncers D: they didn`t let me in when I didn`t have my pass. LOL. But most of the time I did, so yeah.

The three of us rode back to school with the rest so we could help unload the paintings. Amanda, Evon and Jannah went to check out the Shinee concert so they didn`t come along. It was the least that the three of us could do since we weren`t able to help in the morning.

Ran into bestie waiting outside school. She and her dad sent me home :D We talked a lot.

There`s something about that night and the two of us sitting by the sidewalk that was really calming. It felt happy to just talk and not feel the rush of things that I felt for the whole day.

CIAO !

HERE IT IS.

2010-03-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS !

It`s super duper late, for me. It`s wednesday tmrw anyways, so yeah. But I`ve got sectionals anyway so YEAH :/ GAH. No sleep for me then.

I am being forced to blog because apparently, my blog is dying D:

Life`s been really tiring. Public performance is coming up and bestie`s performinggg! Which also means I can`t miss it :D haha. I`m going with 5 other bowen artists for some art exhibition thingy. LOL. Speaking of that, this week`s Higher Art ROCKED. I LOVE HIGHER ART (:

I actually finished that competition entry! YAY. Everyone`s artwork was amazing. very surreal :D

Last Sunday went out with Jessica and Jasper! :D Watched Dear John. Hahahaaa.

Most of it was just talking. It`s a very cute story uh. I sorta liked the story between John and his dad more than the story between John and the girl. Most of the time, Jasper and I were wondering what was happening at that lightning thief movie. LOL.

Before that, ate at Pepper Lunch. hahaaa. Note to self : I am never eating their salad again (:

But the steak thingy was alright. I loved the way I could make my food sizzle on my plate. Wanted to play basketball afterwards but didn`t have the timeee D:

Jasper got lost picking me up from my house. LOL.

Like, 200 blocks away :D hee.

Haofang piggybacked me! But it was a complete failure. Hahaa.

My sister`s 5th birthday is tomorrow!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIANCA!

i loveloveloveloveloveyouuuuuu.

5 more weeks till SYF! OOOHYEAH ;D

can`t wait can`t wait can`t wait!

i think you and I should stay the same

2010-02-10T20:46:00.003+08:00

HEYYYYYY :D

OKAY, more and more photos to upload but I haven`t quite got the time to upload them yet. Or get them from othaaa people. (:
one day you can look back at the previous posts and see some photos there. LOL. someday.

School`s been really stressful lately D:
there`s like quizzes and tests every week and homework is something I get everyday.
OMGAAH. I`ve still got 2 higher art projects to do [haven`t started on either] and I`m not even an art student. Not only that, but common tests are in like, what, 2 weeks? ohno.
SYF`s coming up soon and I can also feel the pressure of that. Apparently I can`t skip band like ever anymore after the deal I made.

Aside from that, there are always Mondays and Wednesdays. I HEART WEDNESDAYS!
So last Monday I celebrated my birthday with Ainibestie. Ate at SWENSENS :D I ordered some burger thingy with fries that surprisingly tasted better than the desert.
After sectionals went out with Jasper korkor. Was supposed to go to compass but ended up eating at hougang point`s KFC. hahaa. Fun guy. hahaa.

i have to start doing my homework.
washoo.

lose composure.

2010-02-07T19:50:00.003+08:00

HEYYYYY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS.
i`ve so much to say. LOL.

uhm... okay. last Friday was my birthdayyyyyy. I LOVE BIRTHDAYS (:
honestly I thought this year`s birthday was going to be sorta normal, plain-ish, ordinarehhh. LOL. But leave it to bestie and the rest to make it extraordinary.
wa
I was sorta surprised that Aini threw a celebration during recess. She and Nicky actually got a cake. [a really yummehh fudgy chocolate cake] :D Usually I`d know when they plan these things so I really was shocked. Until of course I read Aini`s birthday card this morning (: hohoho.
So during recess, Aini, Dawn, Atikah, Nicky, Clement, Kenny, Gabriel and Edwin came down to celebrate. Photos are with Dawn, I`ll get my hands on `em soon! :D
It`s really comforting to know that your old classmates still remember you and still take the time to do these kinds of things. Seriously.

Last Monday there was actually a mini celebration for Namira and Jing Yi`s birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING YI & NAMIRA! Anyhoo, they were really nice and let me join in. I was actually really touched by this cause I just happened to walk by. LOL.

ANDD the last part, on that same birthday day my class celebrated my birthday after school & ordered pizza. OKAY, I FELT LIKE CRYING AT THAT TIME ; when you guys sang a birthday song.
I have the sweeeeetest class! I mean, I`ve only known them for like, a month? So I was really really shocked. I will treasure that canadian pizza mug forever. LOL. I`m actually thinking of bringing a white permanent marker and asking you guys to sign on the mug or something. hahahaa. I`ve got this nostalgia problem.

And thank you thankyou so much for all the presents and the letters you guys! It`s really heartwarming to see that you guys actually take time to do the cards and get the presents.
thankyousomuch. :D

OOOH and yesterday celebrated with Jamie, Zi En, Joyce, Fadhilah & Kang Wei. Went mall hopping. From Kallang, bugis then Plaza sing. Got home at around 10.30 ? LOL. AWESOMEEEE. We watched a late night movie that was really really touching. Hachiko waited for 9 years :"( it`s a true story. A very sad true story.
Before that went Iceskating! OMG super fun. I finally know how to iceskate backwards! Because I asked this figure skating lady to teach me. HAHA.
Hey, if anyone out there knows how to figureskate, please teach me! LOL. really really.

Today went out with my family. Had to get new shoes since mine were considered 'inappropriate' by Mr Farid. GAH. I love my orange shoes D: Ohwell, can alws wear them some other time.

I`ll upload all the pictures soon!
I LAVAAA THIS WEEKEND (:

thankyou everyone for making it so special.
i`d never ever ever EVER forget it.

2010-01-31T21:57:00.005+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

Went for PSL parentlink orientation yesterday. IT WUZ AWESOME.
It was me, Aini, Clement, Nicky, Liyana, Rachel, Atikah and Wee meng [hope I spelled it right]. LOL.
We started out the day feeling hungry and shared our breakfast. LOL.
Ooh, Haofy was there too. Still as sweet as ever. I have an awesome big sistaa.

You`d be surprised who the parentlink parents were. hahaa. But one thing I know is they`re super enthu. We played 'don`t forget the lyrics' RETRO EDITON with them. LOL. They sang so cutely! HAHAHA. Seriously. We had fun singing along with them.
The scary part is, I actually knew almost all the songs. Thanks to 'old song' training from my parents. But hey, the songs are cool. Mushy, but cool.

Afterwards went for band.
Made me realize that I can never avoid making a choice. I know I`ve been holding it off for a very long time now.
It made me question where my loyalty lies. I`m honestly not sure of the answer either, even until now.

But I refuse to let this get me down.
I know I`ve ever done one of these sneak peaks of MSN conversations. But I got the green light from bestie. So apparently I can show a part of day`s conversation to you.

Oh, and Aini says don`t call her banaini. I suggest you listen cause she has ways of ripping your head off.

THIS IZ WHY WE`RE HOT. LOL.

AINI says:
HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmmmmm
maybe you neeeeeeeeeed
him
[ehem. u all don`t anyhow think hor. we were just joking ard]
LOL!

BEA. says:
i don`t la.
i have an ainibanaini.

AINI says:
but i'm a girl.

BEA. says:
you don`t rly need anything else when u have one of those.
an aini banaini
is 3 in 1.

AINI says:
HAHHAHA what the hell is a ainibanaini
HAHA!!! wow can i have a piece of that
?

BEA. says:
HAHA. no, sorry, you cant
i don`t share. LOL.
and it comes in a set.
along with curly fries.
lol.

AINI says:
OHHHH. i see. HAHAHHA WHAT
that is... so.....
COOL

BEA. says:
LOL. ikr.

AINI says:
but the name's
weird

BEA. says:
LOL.
hey, you taught it to me.
not mah fault.

AINI says:
HAHHA. so don't use it!!!!!

BEA. says:
LOL.

AINI says:
hehehehe guess what i just baked a cake~~~

BEA. says:
COOL.

AINI says:
it's ready for consumption

BEA. says:
OOHYEAH.

okay, random. I know.
I just didn`t know what else to tell you guys.
au revoir readers!

P.S. make yourself known for goodness sakes.
Don`t worry, the tagboarders are friendly. :D
they don`t bite.

YAY I POSTED.

2010-01-29T21:39:00.003+08:00

HEYYY people with computers!

I`m blogging because I`ve been asked to. I don`t really have much to say. LOL.

School`s been pretty awesome lately. Loads of people in my new class are friendly.

But I am sorta feeling the stress of studies and band and the other stuff.

WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT? lol.

okay, i`ll just say whatever comes to mind.

It`s been mostly band everyday.

Except Mondays, which I spend in higher art with Joyce, Kenny and other BA people. Mr Soo`s drawings are amazingggg.

and Wednesdays, where I go home early or head to the mall with Aini. We`ve been having this twister fries craze thing going on. I`ve no idea why but I can`t seem to help it either :/

I`ve also realized lately I don`t rly get much sleep. hahaaa.

I love English and CE. Actually I don`t mind any subject. But emaths is a killer.

I`ve gotten to know lots of new people lately. Ironically enough, they`re nt frm my class. LOL. But I love them anyway :D

P.S. I MISS 1E2` 08 and 2E2` 09. I still remember how we celebrated my previous birthdays. I`ll never ever ever forget. gah, i`m getting all emotional again.

might as well die now

2010-01-16T13:04:00.002+08:00

I ohsovery hate/loathe/despise myself for getting SICK [once again] at the wrong time! GAHHH.
Was sick for almost the whole week and it sucked, big time.

I missed Sec3 camp cause of it!
Thinking back, I should`ve just went. I mean, it was only fever and flu... I would`ve lived. I should just deal with it.
Like what`s the worse that could happen? But I couldn`t. And I didn`t go.

And I feel like the loser who missed out on camp cause she was sick.

life`s so fucked up.

2010-01-06T19:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY EXTREMELY BELATED NEW YEAR !

Apparently I haven`t gotten the time to post. I think this year I`ll be posting less pictures cause I find no point. I mean, reading sounds so much more fun. O.O LOL.

I got a BABY-G WATCH for New Year`s. YAY. frm my parents.
LOL. random materialistic happiness.
my old watch was a cute and awesome watch.

OKAY, and i`d also like to give a belated thanks to...

Jacqueline for that rockin` guitar necklace.
Hariz for that cute keychain.
Aini for the tiny teddy and super sparkly earrings.
Melissa for the awesomeee musical necklace.
Last but not least, that really sentimental book from Charmian.

You guys are really really really really really really nice!
I mean, it`s really the thought.
I can`t believe during those times you went shopping or overseas, you actually REMEMBERED and THOUGHT of me. And I can`t even express how much I appreciate that. You know, like the way you appreciate that i`m actually there and that I`ve sort of made a mark in your memory. LOL.

I seriously feel very appreciated ; i want you to know I appreciate you so much too.

Today I`ve realized something. That I can`t juggle between friends. Like no matter what I do, someone feels left out and even until this year [2010] I can`t find that right balance between the attention I give out and my friends. People always say I pang seh them. LOL. Yes and I know a lot of you complain that I reply your smses very late or always can`t hear your calls O.O

Especially after reading Char`s sentimental book diary where she wrote her thoughts regarding me, whenever she could. You know, she was really sweet. I know a book like that took lots of time to write. That was a hell lot of pages. I was seriously shocked that you took the time to do that.

I can`t believe I could influence someone`s life so much without even knowing it. Or even by not doing anything, I could make things worse. Even though up till this point I still don`t know how to balance out my time. I need to learn time management.
If I`ve wronged anyone or didn`t do anything that I was supposed to, or bailed out on any of you or something that made you really pissed or left out or ignored, I`m so sorry.

HERE`S ONE THING I`VE LEARNT : Don`t settle for anything less than God`s best for you. Be patient. He will knit your heart together with those who will help you grow - spirtually and physically. They love God just like you too. It just happens.

I want to meet those friends. I`m pretty sure I`ve met a lot of them already (: I know you guys know who you are. You`ve really made an impact on my life.

And also, I want to be that friend.
I really hope that in the two years I`ve been in Bowen and 2E2, I`ve helped some of my friends grow spirtually - to help you feel better about yourselves and gain more confidence. To inspire you to do big things. To help you with your problems and to lend a listening ear.
Basically, to show you just how EXTRAORDINARY you are :D seriously.

so there`s my heart to heart blog post. Hope I didn`t bore you or anything. LOL.
I guess I just really miss my friends.
& I hope I`ll make new ones in my new class.

2009-12-30T18:01:00.003+08:00

HEY GUYS!

Right now I`m watching 'SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE' on AXN.
And damn, those people can dance. Like really. It`s probably the best season ever. AHHH. I LOVE THEM ALL.

Their dances are really awesome. They`re like WOAH and you start to wonder how they can move their bodies like that.

So anyhoo, half my attention`s on the TV and half`s on this. So yeah, I`ll be going now. Just wanted to say HELLO. I might post my favourite dances later. LOL.

goodbye.

HOLA

2009-12-29T16:57:00.005+08:00

Greetings from BEA & AINI. LOL. This video clip was taken during the movie outing. Unfortunately, you can`t see anything. We were in the movie theatre. hahaa. But you can still hear us.

So turn up the volume and listen to our beautiful voices. {ehem}

HAHA. OKAY, I know, that was random.

HELLO WORLD!

Life`s at a standstill for me right now. I know I`ve MIA-ed frm everything. I haven`t really replied any smses and stopped facebooking aside frm the time when I had to do my country story-ing. LOL.

Thing is, I`m really obsessed with this new game. HAHA. ikr.

It`s ASSASIN`S CREED II. & i love it (:

Yesterday that`s pretty much all I did. LOL. There`s something really nice about it. All I pretty much do is sneak around and kill. But its seriously is awesome. Read the reviews.

I think I`m playing it to keep my mind of the thought that school is starting soon!

OHMYGEE.

As much as I`d like to set that thought aside, it`s inevitable.

School will come.

AAAH. SCHOOL WILL COME.

So the thought kinda seeped in after a while.

I tried reading my BIOLOGY textbook today. [CHEERS FOR BEA!]

But here`s the catch, I fell asleep after the 4th page. hahaaa. I didn`t even know I did until I gained consciousness.

I wonder if I`m going to survive Sec 3. uhoh.

SO YEAH. NEW YEAR SOON!

i`m both really terrified and excited.

awesome.

my sis wants to say hello.

adios.

TINY LAPTOP TIME

2009-12-25T20:34:00.005+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD

Hahaa. I can`t belive it`s already Christmas. I can still remember last year`s Christmas, with me, roasting marshmallows over a candle. ohmigod, time passes by real fast. Before I know it I`d probably be taking my O`s. LOL.

too fast. rewind, rewind. :D

Okay, so guess what I got for Christmas? LOL. A NEW LAPTOP!

Okay, basically even I don`t think I`m old enough to have my own laptop. Seeing as I`ve made a few crashes with old laptops already. hahaaaa.

But, hey. It feels really nice to have my very own laptop. It`s one of those tiny ones. So right now, I`m blogging on my tiny screen. With my tiny keyboard. From my tiny laptop that I can bring anywhere. AND it has a webcam! HEEE. It`s memory is the same as an ordinary sized laptop, which I find kinda awesome. It`s just as fast in processing too cause my dad upgraded it. '

SO YES, I AM A HAPPY GIRL.

Ooh & for Christmas we had a fiesta/party thingy. LOL. We invited a couple of family friends and it was sort of fun. haha. I met lots of friends of my parents and stuff.

We cooked lots of food and ordered pizzahut [as if it wasn`t enough already]. So now the fridge is crammed with whatnots. YUM. I ate like I`ve never eaten before (Y).

Anyhoo, a few days ago I went to the movies with Aini! heehee. watched AVATAR.

Awesome movie. I love the graphics and I pretty much chose the blue people`s side right from the very beginning. LOL. It had a very nice story line and I can pretty much ensure that you won`t regret watching it yeah?

ANDAND the next day went for the band room clean up thingy. OKAY, it was quite fun. hahaa. Despite having the words 'clean up' in it, it didn`t seem like much work. I left earlier for the PSL meeting. it was cheers. LOL. Aini found it kinda lame. HAHA. But we had fun in the end. Afterwards went for lunch at KFC with Aini & Jia Yi then headed back for the 2nd PSL meeting. Which was planning the Sec 2 English Camp.

I didn`t really enjoy my sec 2 english camp. But hey, that`s why we`re there. To make it better. So I hope next year`s sec2`s will enjoy it ? LOL. You guys will have weird stuff to do. he-he-he.

I`ll be uploading the pictures some other time. Right now I`m revamping my new tiny laptop. Adding a few more stuff like MSN and Itunes. heeeee.

ciao, baby.

if you see kay

2009-12-19T11:52:00.005+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYY GUYS.

LOL. A couple of days ago I`ve heard probably the happiest news about a friend. For one thing, I`m happy I was right. HAHA. And, I`m very happy for her. I`m with her all the way. :D hee.

I sort of miss the band! LOL. Fb suddenly got real lonely and stuff. hahaa. & My phone didn`t beep with messages as often as it used to.

Yesterday went out with MELISSA! Went to Ion, Vivo and th Central and did some additional Christmas shopping.

Speaking of that, the big day`s like, less than a week away. Time`s passing so fast and school would be starting soon. Eurgh. I`m sort of terrified. LOL.

Bought a present for my sister and other people [ehem]. We walked around and talked a lot till we got hungry and ordered take away from Burger King. Brought it up to the top floor and ate by the ampitheatre thingy. Talked about loads of stuff [it`s real fun talking to her].

We went to the pet shop. I LOVE THE PET SHOP. I love animals. There`s something about them that I seriously can`t resist. Probably cause I grew up with a lot of animals, especially dogs. Never been afraid of them, even if they looked like they can [and they really can] chew your leg off. I remember wanting to be a veterinarian when I was young.

I`ve fallen in love with a chow chow. The one at the shop was three months old. LOL. It looked so lonely. But it waaaaaaas cuuuutteeeee. haha. Like a mix between a puppy, a teddy bear and a wolf. :D

ANDANDAND . a few days before that I went out with JENNIEFER! omg i missed her loads! We went to that book convention that Tim kept bugging us to go to. In the end he couldn`t make it so we went there ourselves. LOL. There wasn`t much to do so we just kinda crapped and ran around suntec.

Afterwards headed to bras basah! LOL. I love cat socrates. Their lomo pictures/stickers are awesome. Not to mention the other unique whatnots that you can`t possibly find anywhere else.

Ate at the pop cafe and saw that instax camera, just when I thought it wasn`t in sg anymore.

Then stopped by the national library to enjoy the air-con goodness as Jen read and I talked. hahaa.

Oh, and went to Sentosa with Jenniefer and Timothy a few days before that! hahaaa. Ran into Shizhe too. Didn`t know he worked at one of the hotels there. I heard Manhui and Dingying were there too. LOL. pure coolness.

LOVEEEEE.

lalala envelope.

2009-12-13T11:51:00.004+08:00

heyheyheyheyheyHEY!

How`s everyone been? The holidays have officially started! For me, anyway. LOL. The band will be on their way to Kuala Lumpur tomorrow morning. I`m thinking of seeing them off in the morning but i probably won`t be able to wake up that early :/ Although I seriously, really want to.

Anyhoo, they`re going there to join the KL world marching band competition. I`m pretty sure they`ll kick ass and show the world what Bowen Band is capable of.
We`ve all been working really hard and I know they`ll do grrrrrreat. Just wished I was there to watch them.

Oookay, I`ve been going out the past few days but haven`t gotten the time to upload photos and stuff. I`ll be doing that soon... someday... hopefully. hee.

Markie went off to Europe, Melissa`s off for Malaysia today (?) and Jac`s going to Thailand soon. LOL. I WISH THEY WOULD BRING ME WITH THEM. hahaaa. I hope they take care and I know they`re gonna miss me, cause I`ll miss them loads.

Okehhh, what else? UHM. Bestie`s shut off her fb for god knows why. LOL. IF it`s cause of some crazy stalker person, I`m sooo going to hunt you down ? [but it probably isn`t. just throwing ideas here] :D Or maybe Aini just wants some alone timeeee. IDK. All i know is, bestie outing next week! YEEEHAAAAA (:

I think I`ve crapped enough yeah?
See, as requested, I`ve updated.
Now, read in peace.

P.S. i`ve replied all the tags. sorrysorry for it`s late-ness.
& i`ve updated my wishlist! crossed out stuff and added new ones in. hee.

Au revoir, people!

breakdown

2009-12-01T20:05:00.003+08:00

I`m here again. heeeeeeee.

Had sectional today! LOL. It`s the usual basic marching & formation training.

Tashy took me! hahaaaa. She`s so funny.

Anw, had an fun time in the end. More or less. hee.

Was supposed to watch 2012 with bestie today. But unfortunately she`s down with a fever!

AWH. Get well soon kayyyyyy. I don`t want anything bad to happen to my bestfriend.

Oohyeah, on the 27th, celebrated JACQUELINE`s birthday early.
Her birthday surprisingly falls on the same day as Char`s.

So I`d like to take this time to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to both of them.

I love them truck looaaads. & I owe them presents. haha.

Anyway, Jia yi tagged along too! Had a pretty awesome time.

Went to VIVOcity.

We ordered takeout at PASTAMANIAAAAA and ate at vivo`s top floor near the sentosa train entrance. We also got cocktails with those hard to open bottles. LOL.

I had a fun time waving at some chinese tourists who were on their way to Sentosa. They kept staring at us and it was getting awkward so I`d figured waving and smiling at them would lighten things up a bit.

Yeah, they were friendly enough to wave back :D

there was this old couple who waved back so cutely. hahaaa.

Went shopping, crapped a lot, saw puppies, stopped by starbucks and went to the arcade! (:

Me and Jac got these really cute rings and bangles from idk what shop. LOL.

Ate dinner together too.

I got pop rocks from Candy Empire. I like the fireworkey feeling in my mouth.

Got home at around 10 or 11 plus. I can`t really remember. LOL.

AWESOME TIME. I really hope Jac enjoyed it too (:

She`s such a sweet junior, y`know?

2009-11-28T22:04:00.013+08:00

MAAIHIISJKDIJKKLJSDKFJDLAAABBOOOOO.

hello.

Here I am, blogging! (:

On the 25th I headed down to the VICTORIA CONCERT HALL to watch ADDICTION III ! (:

It`s basically a Hougang Secondary`s symphonic band concert. LOL. Went there to support ShiZhe with Jenniefer and Timothy.

Before that had dinner at Yoshinoya. LOL. Jenniefer was so cute using the chopsticks ;D

We were actually late and lost [its not like we knew where to concert hall was]. So we taxi-ed to the concert hall from Marina.

We had an awesome time and their performance was great. Now I understand why Hougang Sec got gold for this year`s indoor SYF.

The alto saxophonist who did the solos was AMAZING, the sound was like, WOW.

I think he was the SL.

The weird part is he kinda reminds me JunChun. hahaa.

I liked the Japanese Grafitti song they played. & the Seagate Overture, cause I know how hard it is and they played it like they`ve been playing it forever.

After the show, picture taking and chatting it up with mashi, he had to leave for night camp. hahaa. Then headed to Suntec City. But by the time we got there almost every store was closed. Except for stuff like Macs, so we headed there to get a few drinks.

Got back to hougang mall at around 11.30. NO BUSES anymore. hahaa.

To top it all off, I had band and the open house the next day. So I was pretty stressed out.

Timothy`s uncle ended up sending us home (: thankyouuu.

open your eyes

2009-11-22T20:12:00.010+08:00

heyheyhey (:

How`s everyone`s holidays so far? :D

The past few days took a lot out of me. LOL.

Last thursday [i think o.o] went to school super early with Nicky and tried out the appeals and stuff. Then rushed to dental. Afterwards ran back to school for the PSL meeting. HAHA. The PSL leaders seem pretty awesome ; and of course, the future members too! Most of us were from 2E2. Was surprised to see Jia Yi there. Jessica`s joining too! haha. YEAH.

On friday had band outing! Originally I was in group 5 with Jac and the others. But apparently I got moved to group 4 ; which was cool with me cause I`m gonna bond with Jac & Jasmine some other time anw :D heee.

GROUP 4 ROCKZXZXZXZ. ; our leader was limin and yeeching. haha. Had an awesome time with Melissa, Erika and Jiaying. Kye seng and Isaac were great too. lolololol. They were all just really fun la. and I had a great time doing all the tasks with them.

Okay, so the skyride thing kind of freaked me out a bit. But I was glad Melissa and Erika were there to kind of calm me down. LOL. I miss them already.

PICTURES! courtesy of Kye Seng.

And Saturday! Had sectional. We made belated birthday cards for Wanxuan and Jinleong ; presents attached. LOL. That was fun too. I don`t think I`ll ever be able to show enough appreciation to Wanxuan. She`s been really great and I really love it when she`s around. :9

OOOOKAY. I HAVE TO HAVE TO GO.

LOVEEEEEEE! (:

thanks for the memories

2009-11-17T09:54:00.004+08:00

HEY WORLD!

Guess what? I`ve been posted to 3E2 ` 2010 next year. Honestly, being in the 2nd class isn`t as good as it`s cracked up to be. For one thing, I`ve been separated from almost EVERYBODEHH. Especially those extra special ones like Aini [E5], Charmian [E4], Jessica [E3], and loaaaads of other awesome people that the school strategically placed away from me. :"(

I`m ohsososo going to miss them very much.

this will always be our theme song ; cause it`s us against the world :D

I`m gonna go post random pics that I`ve dug up.

They`re pre-EOY/during EOY/post-EOY pictures. LOL.

Oh, the memories. Went for the class bbq at the chalet a few days ago :D

it was awesomeeee. Most of the time just stayed at the air-conditioned room and crapped with the rest. Ms Nur told us ghost stories! heee. Awesome... FREAKY, but awesome (:

Went home at around 11.30 with Char, Kenny and Jonathan.

& I had my grade 3 theory exam with the band peeps weeks ago. heehee. afterwards hung out with Jessica and Jiayi after the exam. LOL. But let`s save that for another day. heh.

Sayonara!

Standing O

2009-11-04T20:44:00.001+08:00

HEY GUYS.

I`m so out of the whole blogging thing, I feel a bit rusty. hee.

Anyhoo, went out with Mark, Syazwan and Maryam yesterday! AWESOME.

Slacked at hg mall with Markie and Maryam till Syazee came, then headed to Plaza Sing and went random shopping ; I needed to get candles for my grandma. hahaa.

played with the feathers and stuff.

Afterwards walked to Peace centre and Parkway to check out the guitars. S wanted to get one cos he`s gonna learn guitar. haha. I`m happy to have inspired someone to play the guitar. LOL.

Then walked [again] to Bras Basah.

Idk how many times I`ve gotten lost in Orchard Road, and yesterday wasn`t an exception. LOL.

Headed to the National Library and hung out there for a while and walked all the way back to Peace Centre.

Yeah, my feet were aching but I had lots of fun.

So syazee got his guitar and we headed back to hg. LOL.

Afterwards, Maryam and Syaz headed back to my void deck so I could teach him some chords and hopefully a song. Today, I learnt that I`m not really a qualified guitar teacher. hahaa.

But still, had an awesome time [:

HEYHEYHEY ;D

bye.

OKAY, SO REALITY SET IN. GOODBYE (: it`s about time anw. hee.

2009-10-30T20:50:00.002+08:00

HEY WORLD !

Okay, so I`ve completely dropped my blog and let it collect internet dust. :D
SO MANY THINGS`VE HAPPENED! GAH.

Today`s offically the last day of school. It didn`t really make much of an impact on me since I`ll be coming back to school for 1 and a half more months! Loool. Yes, my ever so time demanding CCA.
I have no idea why, but I still feel like I have to drag my lazy butt to my CCA but in the end I enjoy it anyway (:

So we got our results back. I didn`t do that badly, actually. 74 point something %, which actually scares me. Cause I`m pretty much separated from all those people close to me, who might not have done as well.
So I actually don`t mind being demoted ._. I can`t leave them.

I`m SO SO SO GOING TO MISS 2E2.
So okay, we`ve never been the nicest class. We`ve disappointed a lot of teachers, we`ve probably made some cry. But there`s something about us, that`s very special and unique.
I`ve never wished I was in a different class, never. I`m happy and proud to be a 2E2 kid.
I`ll never forget the wonderful memories we shared.
And you know, sometimes the boring times are the ones that I remember the most.
I LOVE TWO E TWO` 09.

So before exams, studied just the right amount. Okay, I admit I kind of slacked.
Had study groups with Jessica and Jia yi. Another one with Jenniefer, Timothy and ShiZhe and one with Charmian. And yes, despite knowing I kinda can`t study in groups, I still went. LOL.
But hey, I enjoyed every moment I spent with them.

I`m especially going to miss AINIBESTIE AND CHARMIANGEL. I`m seriously seriously going to miss them.
Heck, I`d probably die without them ._. I guess we`ll see. Please attend my funeral.
AHHHH. I LOVE THEM TO BITS.
AINIbestieeeee :"(

I soo want to post pictures soon! But my sony erricsson is jealous and therefore does not want to be identified my computer. LOL. Why`s it jealous? Cos I got a new phone! HAHA. YEAHHH.
It`s one of those LG Arena touchscreen phones and yes, it`s awesomeeee.

Who needs a boyfriend when you have Aini and Char? (:
I know I don`t need one.

one less lonely girl.

2009-10-12T12:23:00.002+08:00

don`t forget to hit the pause button my blog`s music first before playing this one.
or else it`ll be one heck of a headache for you.

one less lonely girl - Justin Bieber <3

2009-10-03T20:07:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!

there`s sososososoSOMUCH to say la. so many awesome and notsovery awesome things have happened and i`d love to talk about them when i can but exams are starting next week and i haven`t studied much.

ohmygahh.

I HAVE TO STUDY. BEA! WAKE UP AND STUDY! STUDY.
why isn`t my brain working ._.

happy mid autum festival
and happy birthday to Jonathan! you`re 14! be happy.

hey blog.

2009-09-26T17:36:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE READING! ;D

I just looked through some of my old posts from last year and I was surprised at a lot of them. Hmm. Reading everything that happened in my life made me feel kind of, well, angry.

Like last year my life`s just been one gihuic [gigantic + huge] rollercoaster of happiness and depression and anxiety and backstabbing. Actually there was a lot more backstabbing than I remember. LOL. It`s sad to see. It`s also surprising how my outlook on some things haven`t changed much haha.

I don`t want really want this year to be like last year cos it always seemed like temporary happiness. Like people pretended to be happy to have a good time. This year`s my final year with E2 and I`d like it to be real and genuine. :D Well, it kind of is. hee.

Anyway, a lot of people aren`t online these days. Probably cause final years start next week. Feels like such a drag.

Wait, don`t get me wrong, I actually like exams (: I get more free time.

Besides, It`s not like I`m banned from using the internet or anything. LOL. No harm done to me.

OHYEAH. We just got a Nintendo Wii like a few days ago, and gee, my parents picked the perfect time to get it. It`s like right smack before exams start.

So now I`ve got the biggest distraction sitting in the living room of the house, calling my name. LOL.

It`s fun! I love doing the swordplay thing in the wii sports resort, with me and my mom virtually beating the crap out of each other.

Ooh! & playing table tennis with my dad. I actually am able to win sometimes, something which cannot happen in real life. haha.

There`s so many photos I haven`t posted. So many funtimes to share.

But I`d like to get on with my guitaring so I can study later.

ciao.

cloudy with a chance of meatballs.

2009-09-14T19:32:00.004+08:00

OH, HELLO.

today I feel like SCRAMBLED EGGS all runny in the pan,

the egg`s the joke and i`m the yolk

that`s served with cheese and bran.

goodbye.

chaos and confusion, you`re just an illusion

2009-09-11T23:40:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS! ;D

It`s nearing the end of the one week holidays! awh, ain`t that sad.

I have to admit, I don`t feel any sense of accomplishment and have not done anything awesome enough during my holidays. I find it really, plain.

I couldn`t really arrange any outings or whatever. Usually I`m just too tired from the band day just before my free day. Yeahp. I`ve had band every alternate day for this week. 8 hours of sun soaking fun. LOL. But I enjoyed it, kinda. I feel closer to my seniors and alumni.

Despite the sun harshly making its way through my skin, fighting off all the shady clouds and looking down at us with a smug face, showing us that yet another piece of the ozone layer has been destroyed.

Ooh, but today`s an exception! the weather wuz cold and rainy. i likeyy.

I`ve just started on my holiday homework today. LOL. Finished geography, it`s actually kinda interesting once you really try to understand. I feel bad for all those people who suffered through all those [and are still suffering through it] hardships just cause of the ignorance of the others.

Why can`t people try helping them instead of striving to make their country the richest or whatever. It`s stupid.

I`ve done mua home econ too. YAYEEE.

I`m going to look for more songs to add to my ipod.

The recent ones ain`t so recent no more. :D

ciao.

never again.

2009-09-05T20:15:00.008+08:00

HEY WORLDEYYY.

Had band today! LOL. Went back a little later cos I hung out with Jiayi and Jessica after school. Jiayi dragged me for bubble tea cos it wuz one of those bubble tea days. Then ran into Jessica by accident. haha.

Since the dear seniors were still fasting and I wuz left with Jin Leong, so we had lunch with the flute juniors! haha. they`re really fun people to be with actually.

Yesterday had band again. I can`t remember much of what happened.

Clement went to M`sia. o.0 Gabriel`s going to the philippines.
HAHA. not fair. I wanna go toooooo.

Last thursday watched IRON MAN for the sci fi excursion thing with 2E2 !

It`s like, my 4th time watching the movie. LOL. So I didn`t have to pay that much attention and just had to answer all of clement`s questions on the movie while charmian stuffed popcorn into her mouth.

I have pictures! But I haven`t uploaded them yet. heee. next time ;D

Last wednesday went to Changi Airport! AH, so many memories.

I remember all those times I stayed at the airport. Anyhoo, dropped off Auntie Revien at T3 for her trip to San Francisco. AH. Everyone seems to be going overseas. I wanna go to san fran too! :D I asked, actually. LOL.

I got myself a new top at levi`s and I am happy.

We got food at popeyes. I used to love eating at popeyes, the food wuz always good. [:

lots of pics i couldn`t upload cos some people didn`t want me to. LOL.

Last Tuesday JENNIEFER CAME OVER !

We were supposed to go out and watch a movie, but the rain wuz super strong.

So we decided to have one of those movie days we always had.

We watched the unborn, which wuz kinda freaky. Okay, it had us screaming and hiding behind the pillows but it wasn`t that bad. :D

Watched the last house on the left too. It wuz, gory? hee. you`ll know what i mean when you watch it.

Watched the hannah montana movie, idk why, just cause.

And we also watched bride wars, it wuz AWESOME. it`s one of those feel good movies where we were so touched by the story of the two crazy friends. haha.

please don`t find out

2009-08-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

HEYY !

This is going to be a no picture post, which also means, extra words! LOL. Enjoy my overly wordy posts of catching up and stuff, although I can hardly remember anything that has happened lately.

Ooh, the common tests! HAHA.

Based on the CA papers that we just did (which means I haven`t added those past ones and future ones that we`ve done or will do) , I got A1s for everything except that B3 for science. LOL.

I`m happy with my marks though I think Science could do better.

I`m glad that I actually got 1st in class for english and 2nd for geog. Those are stuff I don`t usually expect. EVER. So yeah, i`m happy :D maybe reading books actually do help.

I hope everyone`s happy with the results that they got and got the marks they wanted.

I went for the interview thing today. MYGAH, that wuz... hmm. Idk. I guess it just wasn`t what I expected. Everyone seemed kinda lifeless and self-concious that no one talked unless they were prompted to or something. LOL. Can`t blame them. I wuz one of them.

It`s hard, to speak my mind, when there are more than 10 of us shoved in a room altogether and told to speak up. LOL.

Went for band today! LOL. There isn`t much to say to this since the usual things happen anyway. Yeahpyeahp. Cept we didn`t do much marching cause of the major exams that the graduating seniors are having.

But that`s also why we`ve got band tomorrow to make up for it.

And that`s also why I`m going to sleep,

right.

now.

Baby if you ask me, I would say, I don`t even know your name.

get well soon.

2009-08-27T20:48:00.009+08:00

HEY WORLD !

I`m going to rush this post for the simple reason of me being a lazy person who has lost almost all will to blog. TOO MANY THINGS HAPPEN and it`s just boring to blog now cos I have to remember everything that happens. LOL!

Well, here`s one really important thing that happened on the 15th I think.

STGCC ! I went to the Singapore Toys, Games and Comics Convention with AINI ! :D

It`s sad Mark wuzn`t able to go to this thangg cos of the exams. But I got him a trexi keychain and his Hetalia chocolate so he`d hopefully be happy (:

Anyhoo, the thing started at 11 but me and bestie met up at 8.30. LOL. We got there by 10 am in the morning and there already was a line. haha.

WHY? because I wanted to be the 1st 100 people.

WHY? because you get a free keychain if you`re the 1st 1oo.

YEAHP! we would even be part of 1st 50.

SO YES, I got my keychain. hahahaaa.

I spent over $50 bucks in that convention. No, it is not good to splurge. I went home realizing that I spent most of my money on really useless stuff. HAHA. BUT I HAD LOTS OF FUN!

We were filmed twice.

1st wuz when we were queuing up and the camera man just happened to close up on me and aini.

2nd wuz when we were getting our [free] cupcakes, they came up to us and asked us to pose and wave for the camera with our free dooodolls cupcakes. so, why not? LOL. it wuz fun.

We forgot to ask what show they were filming for though. haha.

We got autographs and had our caricature selves done. LOL. It wuz cool. We look really funnehhh. :DDDD

but I didn`t upload it. hee.

HEYHELLO

2009-08-14T18:41:00.014+08:00

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS!

LOL. So many things have been going on lately.

Didn`t have much time or the will to blog.

Hahaha. I`m soooo, idk. I`m kinda hyped right now.

HYPED IS GOOD (:

HMM. Just went to Heartland Mall with Charmian. Needed to get study stuff and look for gym memberships. LOL.

I can`t remember much of what I`ve done the past few weeks. So I`d just upload random pictures taken at random times?

Hahaha. I`ll share the happiness and the happy times :D

TYPICAL DAYS

TYPICAL AFTER SCHOOL DAYS :D

NOT SO TYPICAL NATIONAL DAY!

IJSZZZDKLEMIKZOY.

hee.

agitation

2009-08-04T21:51:00.012+08:00

HEYYHEYYY (:

I`m really sleepy right now so I`m gonna make this quick.

Just finished uploading pics from the recent outing and WOAH, there`s more than I thought.

So yeah.

Anyhoo, went for higher art today! YAYEEEEEE.

I`m hoping I can catch up on the portraiture and stuff.

Idk, but I find it pretty hard and kinda interesting at the same time.

I think I`m gonna draw either Taylor Lautner or Megan Fox for the next drawy thingy, maybe.

I LIKE ART ;D

Last Sunday went out with some GBK people!

[we`re not really sure what GBK means yet, so yes, you`re just as stumped as we are.]

Keith, Namira, Clement and me (:

I lost my wallet! OHMYGEEE.

But I found it in the end. ... WITHOUT the money innit :"(

It`s a long story and I actually remembered who it wuz, Namira happened to, too.

So amazingly enough, in a place as crowded as Plaza Singapura, we were able to find the wicked woman who stole my wallet.

Like, 'spot her in the crowd in all of those floors after she thought she got away' kind of thing.

I don`t know how they did it but Keith wuz even able to ~~stalk~~ track her all the way OUT of Plaza Sing. She wuz with too many people. More than 11 adults, who probably think we were going to mug them or something, cos many were kinda, glaring.

But in the end we didn`t approach her. Although we were like 2 feet away from her.

Besides, she already dumped the whole wallet [which wuz found by some other kind person who returned it to the information counter] , except for the cash.

Even the tiny saxophone playing angel figurine I bought wuz still there :D

We had no proof to accuse her. I`m just sure its her cos it couldn`t be anyone else. [I`m cutting the story short of how it wuz stolen cos it goes back waaaaay long.]

yeahpyeahp. I`m angry. But at least things couldn`t gotten worse.

But if its one thing to be angry at someone who stole your wallet, trust me, it`s much worse to KNOW who stole your wallet,

find her,

stand right in front of her,

and not be able to do anything about it , in the end.

the feeling sucks.

that`s more than 50 bucks down the drain too.

LOL. But if it happens, it happens.

With that whole lost wallet thing put aside, I had an awesome time! :D

wish the other GBK people could`ve been thereeee.

I`m sleepy.

and now, ze pics ! (:

You Shocked Me Again

2009-07-31T19:43:00.004+08:00

HEYWORLD [:

I`ve got to get next to you.

Just came back from band. I`m feeling super high. hahahhaaa.
Somewhat. LOL.
Band wuz alright (: goodstuff, badstuff, stuffstuff.
It`s one of those bubbletea days, where we needed to get bubble tea and talk. LOL. Went with Clement and Jonathan.

Had Home Ec yesterday! Made queen cakes with HweeZhen.
We love to make a mess. haha. Besides, we can`t help it :D

I am now able to make slight and high pitched whistling sounds. YAY.
just. plain. awesome.

ANDANDAND I`m reading new books. haha. (:

BYE WORLD.
don`t stop turning kay.

You Can`t Break a Broken Heart

2009-07-29T18:16:00.005+08:00

HEY WORLD!

I`ve spent the last hour trying to learn how to whistle.

I`m pretty sure I cut off the air circulation in brain for a while there.

AHHH. LOL. In the youtube vid the guy said if I tried too long in one sitting I`d end up hyperventilating and would faint. haha.

So I guess it isn`t that bad yet.

Sometimes I get it right and a shrill sound comes out.

Somethings I just get fart-like sounds. [not real farts, people]

AH. You don`t get to live till you learn how to whistle. :D

AHH. Maths and Science is getting harder and harder to comprehend.

AND I MISS ART, BADLY. I don`t even get to go for higher art cos it clashes ._.

Last Monday went to AMK hub with Aini. LOL. I had an ARTBOX craving.

ate at Macs! YAY MACS.
aaah, artbox (: i now have a pretty artbox file. heeee.

& a magazine with Megan Fox on the coverpage. :D

Yesterday went to eat at KFC with Charmian and Aini before woodwind sectionals.

I like playing tha saxophoney (:

Today, bought muffins from Markie. LOL. It wuz good, my sister liked it too with all the chocolatey gooey goodness :D sinful.

OKAY!

adios people.

Just walk away

2009-07-25T21:37:00.004+08:00

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS!

Went to the dentist today. LOL. The lady who did my teeth was different. She was younger than the previous dentist and she used to be in a concert band in her sec school. hahaha.
She used to play the french horn and yeahp, she knows Bowen Military Band alright. I don`t know. I just find it kinda cool that my dentist used to be a band member :P

OOH, and in case you were wondering, just for the sake of it. My teeth are squeaky clean and perfect (: heeeee.

Ooh, and before that, went for band. Haha. Yeahp. I don`t know why I`m starting to enjoy band more. I guess it`s now cause of the new not so time consuming timings :D

Char and me boarded at different times but got into the same bus! LOL.
Went to Heartland mall to get my flexicurve, finally. She had to get her specs fixed and stuff. haha. The weirdest thing happened while we were at the mall. But, nevermind. LOL.

Hmm... what else happened the past few days.

Last Thursday, went over to Gabriel`s house with Aini, Jeslin and Shina to help them with their CE project and to slack and invade Gabriel`s house {:
Afterwards went back home to do my group`s work.

Last Friday, nothing significant happened. Oh, except for the fact that I have never felt so angry before. And I never knew I could contain so much will and want to inflict such pain unto someone. It wuz kinda scary. LOL.
But hey, i have an inner, angry side! Who ended up breaking into tears when she couldn`t control her anger o_0 but still. hehe. [:

I`m gonna go download some tunes.
sayonara ;D

just walk away

2009-07-22T17:27:00.023+08:00

HEYHEYHEY :D

Just finished uploading some new tunes into my ipod. YAY!

I`ve finally got some new stuff to listen to. The Taylor Swift songs are now stuck in mua head, time for a change.

There wuz supposed to be an eclipse today! Heee. Singapore was said to experience minimal effects from the eclipse and gee, were they right. I hardly saw any difference. Except for the fact that it rained like crazy. Haha.

But that was probably just a coincidence.

Although something freaky did happen. LOL. I just don`t know how to explain or talk about it. So we`ll just leave it at that. (:

Had our RACIAL HARMONY DAY celebration yesterday!

Like I said, it wasn`t such a big deal, but yesterday was different :D

Wuz late for school with Aini and Charmian. Charmian la, came so late. LOL.

So we took a taxi to school and we were still late. So, yeah.

PICTURES!

LOL. Took more pictures with the whole class, my form teacher and the band people :D

But I don`t have the photos right now, awh.

Haha. So I`ll upload them once I get them. hee.

Ookay.

adieu.

simplicity

2009-07-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

HEY WORLD!

There isn`t much to say cause I can hardly remember much of what I`ve done the past few days. LOL.

I`ve become a movie junkie. Haha. I`m sure I`ll snap out of it once I run out of stuff to watch. Watched Coraline and Push a few days ago. One word, AWESOME. Coincidentally, both have Dakota Fanning in them. yeahp, awesome.
Then today I watched Angels and Demons, Duplicity and a couple of other movies. I don`t know if it`s just me, but I didn`t find Confessions of a shopaholic interesting. I don`t know, the girl wasn`t funny ._.

Racial Harmony Day celebration`s coming up this tuesday. It isn`t and was never much of a big deal for me, everytime it passed me by for the past couple of years. I only remember wearing a chinese-ey top and matching it with jeans in primary school. LOL.

But this year`s different. We`ve signed contracts saying we`re going to wear ethnic stuff for the celebration. Reluctant as I am, I have to do it so I might as well do it properly. (yes, apparently, that means, no jeans allowed. haha.)
Went out with my Mom yesterday to get something that wuz like the traditional Filipino costume, the Maria Clara. Isn`t that a cool name for our ethnic costume ;D sounds demure.
Anyhoo, we found it. LOL. It wasn`t much like what I expected but it`s like, the more simplistic version. so, YAY!

Haha. People are coming up with loads of crazy ideas for their Racial Harmony Day costume. This year should be interesting :D

hello, i`m bored

2009-07-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

step into my facebook wonderland. lalala.

HEY WORLD!

can you hear meeeee?

I wuz bored and felt like doodling. hee. So I ended up with that.

Cut it out from a part of mua facebook page.

You`d find some of your names plastered there :D

+ a really nice picture of Megan Fox. Haha.

Watched ramen girl at home with the fam yesterday (:

We`ve been renting and watching lots of movies lately, kinda fun. Ramen girl is one of `em.

Haha, at first I thought it was kinda corny and the ending was sort of abrupt and I had no idea what happened to the old man, but it was still kinda cool, in a way.

Went for band today! (:

Before that had lunch at macs with Mark, Jonathan and Clement.

Wanted to go with more people but they had group project stuff to do, awh.

Oooh, and music lesson was awesome. The song was okay and I can`t wait to play a new song next week! Hope it`s a song I`ve actually heard before. LOL.

I`ve got an incoming call from kenken. ttyl.

lovelove! <3

yay tablet

2009-07-13T15:10:00.005+08:00

HEY WORLDEEEE!

I`m so psyched right now. why?
My mom bought me a tablet! YAY!

They`re like those touch with the pen thingies which control the screen. Kinda like your mouse replaced by a pen and a... well... tablet. [:

I tried doodling last night and tried fashion designing with it. LOL.
Came up with this on the lappy. Hee.

so, whatchu think?
I know, could use some work. haha. my first artwork with the tablet. awh (:

Anyways I`m having loads of fun with it right now and it`s probably what I`m going to be busy with for the rest of the day. WHOOO.

I just thought my post from last night needed some explanation. Haha.

Last week wuz awesome. Went out again last friday after school with Aini, Char and Clement. Haha. Oooh, and we had h and w taking. It`s depressing how we seem to be growing more horizontally than vertically, eh? :D

But who cares? I do. Had pizza to celebrate the finishing of h&w. Haha.

Adios people.

random

2009-07-12T23:09:00.003+08:00

Hey world!

I should kinda be sleeping right now.
Just couldn't wait to try writing in my biog.

WH00! Mua tablet rocks! oh yes, oh yea!

Ciao.

authenticity

2009-07-08T20:47:00.007+08:00

Today`s my first, start-of-the-semester-Wednesday. LOL.

Yeahpyeahp, cause I was absent from school last wednesday :D

AH, I love getting that extra hour of sleep. Hee.

Anyhoo, school today was awesome.

Continued reading the third installation to my House Of Night novel, Chosen, during MT lesson. YAY. It`s better than sitting on my butt and hearing the teacher drone on with stuff that I don`t need to learn. Hehe.

Had woodwind sectional after school today too.

We had loads of time to kill before it started, so I went to Hougang Point with Aini, Charmian, Clement and Jonathan. Had lunch at KFC.

YUM.

Then went retarded, especially with the music box - that wasn`t so musical after all - incident. LOL. Clement la.

IT WUZ FUN!

warning : highly cute people in the pics. LOL.

au revoir, peepos!

lovelove.

happy birthday.

2009-07-04T21:58:00.004+08:00

HEYYYYYY [:

So, whatchu guys think of the new blogskin? hehehe.
I think it suits my colourful and simplistic side quite well. YAYE.
I had some free time on my hands so I thought I`d revamp my blog.
Another reason, I thought my blog could use a little pampering. LOL. I haven`t given it much attention for a really long time.

Happy Independence Day, America! (:

I`m watching Serena Williams in a tennis finals match against her own sister, Venus. tsk.
I honestly don`t know who I`m cheering for. they`re both awesome. :D

I`ve been sick with the fever for the past 3 days. GAH, felt, well, sick. The only thing worse than that is the nagging pain in my throat that gets worse each time I swallow.
So what have I been doing while I`m stuck here at home? Nothing much. LOL.
Ooooh, I`ve been reading that shakespeare thing for lifelit. Not only that, but I`ve finally finished first 2 books of the House of Night novel. I likeyy.

And yes, like my old addicition for twilight, I have to, have to, HAVE TO find out what happens next. :D heeee.

Okay, Imma go do other stuff.
sayonara peepos.

trianglewhoo

2009-06-24T20:03:00.003+08:00

HEY WORLD!

i`ve been uber busy lately so i haven`t been able to post, again. LOL.

this one`s gonna be a quick one.

today was an alrightey day. went by pretty fast :3

met new people, did art. hehe.

had band 5 days in a row last week. (it wuz supposed to be 6 but i didn`t go for a day cause my legs were giving in to the pain.)

It was masterclass day so we did loadsa marching.

i have no idea why i found it okay. hehe.

but now i look like burnt toast.

ohoh! and i wanna thank timothy & aj for the uber cute teddybearcoffeebank present and the unexpected visit yesterday. you guys are awesomezxzxzxz.

lovelove ;D

it rained that day.

2009-06-14T21:56:00.004+08:00

the 12th of June was my beloved grandmother, Lola Au`s death anniversary.

i can`t believe it`s already been one year.

one year that you aren`t... here.

I still remember everything she`s done for me,

everything we did together,

everything she wanted to do with me, but never got the chance to.

... just cause i didn`t have the time.

I SHOULD HAVE made time for her.

I SHOULD HAVE stayed with her while i could.

I SHOULD HAVE talked to her while i could.

and i hate myself for not doing everything i should have.

i still get flashbacks of your wonderfully warm smile.

and i can`t help but hurt a little bit more inside, whenever i`m reminded that i can never see that smile in real life again.

LOLA AU, i miss you. & i love you.

band camp

2009-06-12T20:03:00.003+08:00

HEY GUYS / GALS .

it`s been long since i`ve posted.

so many things have happened recently.

came back from BAND CAMP today! YAY.

yesterday was so freakin` awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee.

we went to the science centre and did random stuff.

played at the firing range. I actually liked it.

Having the rifle felt empowering and I loved shooting the enemies dead. :3

I wanna try the pistol, when I can.

went boating too! that was reallehhh fun.

we had to dance and do other random stuff for the treasure hunt. LOL.

afterwards went for the hippo tours! you know, those buses without a top.

i loved the feeling of the blowing wind. it felt so cool!

went to random places like sentosa and bugis.

we watched the songs of the sea performance at sentosa!

the waterworks was amazing and the flames were mesmerizing. like, really.

stopped by bugis street to go sale hunting, i guess. or get food {:

reached school at around 10 +.

thanks for the glow-ey sticks :D those were fun to play with.

we were all ready with our sleeping bags laid down at the hall at around midnight.

i stayed with jessica, maryam, shu fang and jia yi.

celebrated someone`s belated birthday too.

i don`t know if it was the sparkling juice but i remember not sleeping till 2.30 am in the mornin`.

then i`d wake up at 3, and sleep. wake up at 4, then sleep. you get the idea.

woke up at 5 and just stared at the ceiling [which i realized has triangle shaped thingeyys] till 6.

afterwards got ready for the next day ! (:

but i left early cause of you know what.

i`ll talk about it in another post. cause it deserves it`s own post.

today`s yesterday.

2009-06-05T21:38:00.004+08:00

HEY WORLD!
hehe. i was supah dupah tired yesterday and wasn`t able to post. [:

yesterday went to THE CATHAY with kenny, charmian, clement & jonathan. yupp.
watched Monster vs. Alien 3D. the 3D part was really cool. LOL.
i had the urge every now and then to reach out and grab whatever i could. :D
oh, and the movie was great too. really funny.
wanted to see BLOOD too, but it was M18 :"(

afterwards just went wandering aimlessly around orchard.
then char had to leave early cos of other stuff.

headed to Central with the rest! yay.
then ate at some restaurant with uber friendly people! whoo.
we had the onion rings and potato basket and a chocolate fondue with ben & jerrys icecreameyy!
it`s fun to eat fondue :3

i`ll blog about today tomorrow. LOL!
washooo, tired.

whooo.

2009-06-03T22:33:00.009+08:00

HEYYYYY world!

it`s been my 3rd continuous outing post and i`m already tired ._.

ANYHOO, it`s another awesomeeee day.

went to Marina & Suntec with bestie! YEAHH.

went window shopping most of the time. LOL.

walked around, a lot.

bought bestie necklaces. heeeee. it looked cute.

we spent loads of time in the shop trying to find the perfect one.

tried this simulationey virtual-ish ride.

we did the roller coaster ride!

that was great ; screamed the ride down with bestie.

hoho. i promise i`ll ride that with you again [:

on the way home, we got lost. LOL.

after running across one massively busy road and riding some random bus with odd people inside around orchard, we finally reached the mrt station. yay.

WHOOOO. nights.

clique-ed again. YAY.

2009-06-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

HEYYYY world.

i`m like really REALLY REALLY pissed right now. LOL.

I made a MUCH BETTER post than this but it got deleted in like 5 seconds after publishing.

so yeah, as much as i`d love to drop F bombs all over the place, that won`t do anything.

so now i`ll just start from nothing and post again.

went to TIMOTHY`s house today! yeahp. we had the whole house to ourselves. YAY.

the happy home dwellers for a day were ME, TIMOTHY, AJ & SHIZHE! SZEYI joined in later on.

went to the heartland mall with my mom & sister ; went shoppy shoppy.

then met up with AJ and headed to timothy`s house!

[i can`t re-post everything all over again. ]

so short story.

now i know how it feels like to live in a house with the 3 of them.

one word : AWESOME.

watched some CPR video and played with the CPR dummy. WHOO. even that was fun.

i think it was part of timothy`s health ed class.

GOOD NEWS : we now know how to save someone who needs CPR! YAY.

BAD NEWS : the person we saved might/has a high possibility of suffering from broken ribs and/or a disconfigured face. haha.

we youtub-ed and sang a lot.

we danced, A LOT MORE.

actually we danced a lot. i`m still amazed by AJ`s dancing!

i have videos! which i`m not going to show.

we ate, drank. ate more, drank more. ; you get the point. we`re pigs.

ohyea! ordered MACDONALDS`. YAY.

more randomness. i liked to ride on the car shakey thingy.

veh, veh cool.

PLAYED BADMINTON ! WHOOO.

no explaination needed. it`s just fun. really. fun.

did loads of random stuff. running around tim`s house was fun.

played that horror game on the internet which a lot of people should know about.

[me, not one of them. until today]

i think it`s called hotel 626. you should try it if you haven`t. it`s on the net.

it`s an okay game where you can scream to your heart`s content :D

NO photos of that.

then SZE YI came!

went to some place nearby timothy`s house for szeyi`s haircut. LOL.

we all tagged along. yes. why? moral support! [:

sze yi`s hairstyle was awesome.

her hair looks like one of those DBSK guys`. yes, GUY.

LOL! but it still looks awesomeeee.

THENTHEN ;

headed to szeyi`s house!

i played with her superduper big, cute and furry dog!

& her uber cute hamster!

[cuddle dog with one hand, the hamster in the other]

photos are with shizhe! awh.

I had a great time.

I realized just how much i missed them. a lot.

I had FUN.

dedicated to overdue tag replies :D

2009-06-02T21:15:00.003+08:00

yeahp. this whole post is dedicated to those overdue tag replies! hee. sorry guys!

KITTY :

you`re welcomeeeeee! LOVELOVE [:

AINI:

hahaha. a lot to reply to, as usual. hehe. AHHH, I LOVE YOU bestie. can`t wait for tomorrow.

& i`d love to bring you to the philippines! haha. that`d be awesome.

HF:

haofy! no need to apologize uh. you`re my big sis! telepathy, dude. :D

& yes, i miss miss miss miss home. like, fed ex me there, i don`t mind.

GABBYBEAR:

HAHA. the acting talent all came from you. it`s part of you. muahaha.

GAAAAAB:

KUYA GABBY! yeah, you`re right, very right. hehe. takecare (:

JESSICA:

i miss you ! & i`m still going to miss you! we shall be happy PSLs together. hoho.

FARHANAH:

happy holidays to you too! sorry for the late reply. YAY marie digby. heeeeee.

NAMIRA:

NAMIRAAAAA! thanks for tagging! keep rockin`.

clique-ed

2009-06-02T00:23:00.012+08:00

HEY PEOPLE WITH COMPUTERS!

i`d like to start off by greeting my oh-so awesome senior TASHRYN, a happy birthday :D

went to Bugis Junction & street with AJ, SZEYI & TIMOTHY!

LALALALA. i`m so damn happayeee cause i missed them so much la.

like, really really really really REALLY.

meeting again tomorrow :D

So yes, they`re on the list of people who I wanted to spend my one week of june holidays with.

anyhoo, had loads of fun and we were able to catch up.

everyone had awesome stories to tell. haha.

we still always get into trouble, even when we`re not together. but of course we have much more fun when we do it as a group.

many discipline-master-got-involved stories! LOL. especially sze yi`s.

OOKAY, me sleepy.

pictures! (:

i wanna go home.

2009-05-31T15:46:00.004+08:00

AHH. a pic of the sunset in baguio that i took last year.
it looked a lot nicer in real life.

how i`d just want to run around the forest below, like some mad woman.

it`s really nice. fresh, open air. who wouldn`t want to run.

the june holidays have started! :D

is it happy news? i don`t know.

i`ve only got one week to live it up before band starts.

yes, i`ve got band for the next 3 weeks. oh, joy.

[can`t you see i`m the one who understands you

been here all along, so why can`t you see

you belong with ME!]

LOL! the song`s stuck in my head like super glue.

rock with me, baybeh.

2009-05-27T20:17:00.004+08:00

TODAY WAS PURELY AWESOME !

really really reallehhhhh.

I`m not sure but I think today marks the end of our ENGLISH CAMP. It wasn`t so bad.

In the end had oodles of fun (:

we did our short skit in front of the sectwos today and we were actually good.

well, gabriel was really funny and nailed his role!

I LOVE DOING THE CONGA! LOL!

[da-da-da-da-da, HEY!]

I think the gugugagas of 2E2 is gonna win 1st prize, good luck guys!

afterwards went to the stadium with my saxophone to support the BOWEN SOCCER GIRLS!

HAHA. yes, bowen band rocked the stadium!

on the way there sang with bestie at the bus like the crazy ladies we are.

like, come on, you know we brightened up the atmosphere in the super quiet bus! LOL.

and I know you wanted to join in. hahahaha.

ANYHOO, BOWEN WON ! YEAHHHH !

the score was 1 - 0. LOL!

spent my time cheering, cheering, cheering.

and playing the song we were supposed to play when requested. [a lot]

stayed with the band peeps most of the time but i`d sneak to stay with bestie and the rest during breaks. :D

I haven`t screamed my lungs out that much in a really long time.

IT WAS SO AWESOME LA !

oh, my ears... and everyone else`s! LOL.

then it ended. cheer cheer, shout shout.

FINALLY, on the way home the bus was more enthu.

sang all the way back to school with bestie, dawn, mandy and a couple of backseat E2s.

& played my saxophoney.

i`m tired :D

au revoir!

la ESPLANADE!

2009-05-24T17:27:00.013+08:00

HEYYYYY (:
i`m posting before i forget. LOL.
photo credits go to mark.
went to THE ESPLANADE yesterday with Kenny and Mark!
had an awesomeeeee time. Went to look for saxophone scores, fhorn scores, piano, guitar - the usual. Found loads. YAY. borrowed one, awh.
since we were there, we explored the rest of the esplanade.

Ohyeah, before that had lunch at Plaza Sing. YOSHINOYA :D
played with the toys at action city.
THEY. ARE . ADDICTIVE. seriously.

after Esplanade, went on a hunt for my non-existent canvas paper at Bras Basah Complex.
LOL. But it wasn`t so non-existent after all when we eventually found it.
the shop was huge. like, warehouse huge. an artist`s paradise.
then it was Mark`s happy time ; spent his time looking at guitars and buying drum sticks.I looked at guitars and bassoon scores. Kenny spent most of his time admiring the super duper shiny french horn by the window of a shop, and scores :D

went for a break and had pre-dinner at the pop cafe. LOL.
then did more walking, a lot more.
then headed back to hougang mall and mark went home from there (:
Kenny and I went looking for a present for Karl.
oh yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARL :D

lalalalalala. YAYE! (:

2009-05-22T19:43:00.005+08:00

HEY WORLD ! HEY WORLD !

GAH. I`m so out of it lately, i know. I got caught up in other stuff and neglected my bloggy. But there`s not much to say anyways, so heh. :D

Anyhoo, I`ve been sick this week, still am.

Visited the doctor twice. LOL. I liked my 2nd doctor more, he was the gentle one.

Since I`ve been absent from school for two days, wasn`t really able to see my exam results firsthand. Bestie helped me check most of `em (:

But still, I can`t remember any of my results ; no exact number.

Honestly, I`m not really looking forward to next week`s post exam activities. For two days, we`d be having an English Language camp at school. whoopee ._.

It doesn`t sound so bad. Until you hear what the sec ones and other sec two classes get to do ; rollerblading, visit the science centre, art museum, sports and other stuff.

THEN the EL camp doesn`t sound so exciting. I mean, at least make it out of school :"(

Went for band today! first time in a really long time.

AH. I missed my saxophoney and my section and my wedge and mua friends.

LOL. I don`t know, felt special. hahaha. or maybe it`s just cause I didn`t march. WHOO.

I likey the song I played and I like it cause I can play it. hehe.

OH! and my KITTY-CAT HONEYY`s birthday was yesterday! she`s officially 14 years and 1 day old today! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITTY! LOVEYA!

i`m being random.

lalalalaYAYE!

TAG REPLIES !

farhanah :

HELLO ! haha. thanks for the uber sweet comment. good luck for your MYEs too !

ohoh, and of course i remember you! i could neverEVER forget you (:

kenny :

LOL. was that sarcasm? haha. you don`t needa worry. THANKS mua crazypiglet.

ashley :

yo ashley. thanks for taggin` :D

CRAZY GALS :

i will link link link you gals soon! thanks for taggin.

gabbybear :

gabby! thankyou. i hope i get better too. LOL :D

aini :

lolololol ! unfortunately, i`m still stuck in the box. imagine me mime-ing. HAHA. I LOVE IT!

of course. those wedges are so yummy. ;D

bestieday! ;D

2009-05-16T13:36:00.004+08:00

HEYHEYYY :D

how long has it been since i`ve posted? around 6 days! so i guess it`s time to post.

exams are over! :D

i`m not sure if that`s a good thing. i enjoyed getting released earlehhhh.

most of them went pretty well, MOST.

you`d find nonsense written all over my science paper. haha.

ohyeah! went to pizzahut with bestie after the art exam yesterday! YUMYUM.

and like every other restaurant outing with bestie, weird things happen (:

anyhoo, had loads of fun. YAYE.

hmm, there`s nothing much to say actually.

check out the bestiebloggie and aini`s blog for more details on bestieday! :D

i`m advertising, whooo.

arggh. i`m having the flu, again. the feeling sucks.

oookay, gonna go do some other stuff.

might be posting again,

if i think of something else to say or rant about {:

TAGGY REPLIES:

sorry they`re long overdue :D

Kenny :

mua crazypiglet! {:

LOL. your vocab is superb, don`tchu worry bout it. haha.

hope your exams went well!

Gaaaaab :] :

hey kuya Gabriel! yeah, you`re 1 day older. LOL.

kapatid mo rin ako noh! ._.

AINI :

HEY bestie. yeah, i know you can tell them apart. haha. :D

i`m here! i`m here!

charmian :

charmangel ! don`t go spreading your swiney-ness everywhere uh. ;D

hf :

bigsis! thankyou thankyou. i`m sure your exams went well too.

i love thaaa bunny ears. LOL.

(szeyi) says hi :

HEYYY ;D how are ya doin`? i saw your sista yesterday {:

Happy Mother`s Day, MOM!

2009-05-10T18:09:00.005+08:00

(sing it with the 'ode to joy' tune, sounds better that way! LOL)
.
Moms are loving, ever-caring,
really understanding too
There with love when things go either,
really good or bad for you.

Even when you wouldn`t wash up,
clean you room or just say "please"
Mom was there with love and guidance,
during trying times like these.

Moms will always clap the loudest,
when you`ve given it your all
Even when you were quite little,
mom made you feel 10 feet tall.

So we honour mom and thank her
each year on this week in May
And wish her with all of our hearts,
a truly classic mother`s day.

I LOVE YOU MOM! :D
happy happy happy mother`s day.

& here`s wishing all the other mothers out there a happy mother`s day too.
oh! & thank you, Blue Mountain Arts!

que vistoso

2009-05-08T18:58:00.004+08:00

HEYHEYYYY (:

here to update :D
we had our lifelit test today! haha.
yes, one-word essays scare me. WHY? i have no idea. but i think i actually prefer it when my writing is restricted, cause they already tell me what i`m supposed to write about. not much thinking required. LOL.

the only way to study was to read my world book dictionary. gah. i realized my vocabulary`s not getting any better and as we grow older, it`s supposed to increase. - mine isn`t.

i don`t mind taking exams as long as i get to go home early ! YAYEEE.
anyhoo, headed to Hougang mall with bestie after school for lunch.
ate at QiJi! so much healthier than fast food from Macs and KFC.
ooh & went shopping for Mother`s Day presents! {:
and went library-ing.

good luck on your exams ! :D
facebook ain`t so nice `nemoree.

Gabbybear :
LOL! okay,okay. relax? hehe. uhm, you are now sir gabbybear! :D
good luck on your exams too. yes, i`m 100% real. i`ve updated and... ohyea, don`t worry bout the picture. i won`t. (:

Aini bestie :
haha. a lot to reply to. i know i`m a playfully childish person, i had fun! haha. loveya! i`ll keep on runnin` with youuu :D

Kenny :
KENKEN! you mua crazypiglet!

Gaaaaab :] :
KUYA gabs. hehe. where did you go? LOL! you`ve got so much to say, don`tcha? ;D

2009-05-02T17:56:00.005+08:00

HELLO world!

I`m bursting with ecstacy right now! Why? I was FINALLY able to get full marks for that online combined humanities quiz after 9 tries. LOL. yeah, imma happy girl... for now :D
haha. another reason is cause someone told me to cheer up and not to be depressed.

Hmm, what to talk about?
Went to tampines with my family yesterday. I enjoy spending time with my family. With the number of school activities, CCAs and school-related whatnots going on, I hardly ever have time to spend time with them. Come to think of it, I think I spend more time in school than I do at home. LOL. So yeah, I cherish the moments while I still can {:

Our seating`s been rearranged for the exams! YAYEEE! It`s a good thing, cause during every exam period, bestie and I are lucky enough to be seated right beside each other. Yeahp, 13 isn`t such an unlucky number after all, right Aini? hehe.
Well yeah, we promise we won`t disrupt class and we`ll still pay attention. Cause we`re good girls. LOL! there`s that, and also cause next week is the final preparation we have before exams start.
i have to, HAVE TO start studying! :D

TAG REPLIES!

Mark teh pretee :
LOL! thanks for gracing my blog with your presence, mr 'pretee' markie mark.

NAMI :
NAMIRAAAAAA! thanks for the taggytagg! ilovemy heart~~breaker~~mender!

Gabby :
HEYYOU! hehe. sorry uh, but... which Gabby are you? LOL. the gabbybear one or my geejay?

AINI BESTIE! :
BESTIEEEEEE! thankyou! good luck for your MYEs too. thanks for being there for me & for cheering me up! hehe. I shan`t be depressed... i`ll try la :D LOVEYOU!

hf [BIGSIS!] :
Haofy! it`s alright! hehe. thanks for taggin`! nice to know you still visit my bloggie every now and then. missin` you loads!

Chi.D :
ATE! haha. seems like you really want to get it. I`ll email it to you soonest! ;D

2009-04-27T18:18:00.002+08:00

Neque enim disputari sine rerehensione potest.

continue.

home, love, family

2009-04-25T18:12:00.005+08:00

HELLO world!

don`t strawberries just SCREAM, delicious? {:

blogging seems like such a chore lately. LOL. haven`t really had the will to post, or the spare time. sooo, anyhoo... this month is an important birthday month! ohyes, it is.

13th APRIL - my beloved grandfather, Lolo Gil (:
AAH, i feel sooo depressed that I wasn`t able to celebrate my grandfather`s birthday with him. I hope he wasn`t alone in celebrating his special day. I love him vehvehveh much.

13th APRIL... again. - my Jenniefer, JENNYBEAN!
I miss this girl so much la. She`s always herself, as crazy as she wants to be and doesn`t care what anyone says or thinks about her. she may not know it, but this girl taught me loads of stuff bout personality.

19th APRIL- the one and only form teacher of 2E2`09, Ms Nur!
yeahpyeahp. we celebrated her birthday in advance with a huge (and delicious) chocolate cake! hehe. she`s an aweeesoomee teacher.

24th APRIL- my dearest Mother`s birthday!!!
MAMAAAA. I LOVE YOU (:
I hope I was able to make your birthday as special as possible. I`d give you the world if I could.

26th APRIL (tomorrow) - bestie`s birthday.
happy advanced birthday! glad you liked the party! keep moo-ing, crazy, cowie friend.
I hope you liked the gift too!

yes, because of this string of birthdays it also means that i am officially broke :D

the school had it`s SYF presentations thingy at the hall last thursday and the band performed their SYF pieces. which meant, it was back to bassoon for me. LOL.
it wasn`t so bad though. I have no idea why, but i have more confidence to play that day than during the SYF itself. Probably cause it wasn`t a competition. (:

I think it was also the official day for the graduating bmb members to stand down.
awh, i`m actually going to miss a lot of my graduating seniors - especially those who have made quite a mark on my 'band life'. those who helped me through the times when i felt like giving up.

There`s so much more I`d like to say and blab about - but nothing that I can remember right now. haha. sooo, i`ll just keep you guys updated when i do remember.

sayonara!

2009-04-11T10:50:00.005+08:00

AHH. 2nd post for the day. since I`m here I`d might as well do this anyway.

tagged by Charmian, Gabriel, Keith & Aini... sorry if i`d missed anyone out.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- the cheek?

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- surprisingly, I felt happy :D

3. Who was the last person you took picture with?
- haha. the saxophonists!

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
- actually, yea. i think i kinda am. LOL. but i don`t abuse it ;D

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- lolololol. most definitely! once i`m old enough (:

6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
- yeahhhh! manymany. and they rock!

7. Do you want someone dead?
- LOL. sure. who doesn`t?

8. What does your last message say? (inbox)
- "haha. it's okay la. It's your blog. Lol. ;D"

9. What are you thinking right now?
- i`m thinking about what i`m gonna do after posting this (:

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?
- yeahppp. or more like, i wish i was with them.

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
- around midnight! haha. right before my carriage turned back into a pumpkin.

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing now?
- uhm, can`t remember. LOL. but it`s a hang ten.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- YUPP.

14. Who was the last person to text you?
- bestie.

15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.

1. Aini
2. Keith

3. Gabriel [2E2]
4. Yasmin
5. Namira
6. Kenny
7. Shi Zhe
8. Aj
9. Timothy
10. Gabriel [geejay]

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with? (Keith)
- LOL. i`m not so sure. but there probably is a girl out there.

17. Is 3 a female/male? (Gabriel 2E2)
- haha. not sure... lol. he`s a guy.

18. If 7 and 10 get together, will that be 1 good thing? (Shi Zhe & Gabriel geejay)
- hahaaaaaa. probably not a good thing. as far as i know, these two aren`t gay.

19. What is number 1 studying about? (Aini)
- She studying about ME!

20. Is number 4 single? (Yasmin)
- Nope, I think she`s taken. too bad for the other guys out there.

21. Say something about number 5. (Namira)
- She`s an uber sweeeeeet person!

22. What do you think of number 4&6 together? (Yasmin & Kenny)
- uhm, who knows, might be something good. hehe.

23. Describe number 9 (Timothy)

- he`s a greattt companion. a guy who`s crazier than me.

24. What will you do if 6&7 fight? (Shi Zhe and Kenny)
- LOL. hmm, they don`t know each other. hmm, my brothers from different schools. but if they do, it`d be so cooool! wondering what they`d fight about.

25. Do you like number 8? (Aj)
- I LOVEEEEE AJ!

2009-04-11T08:41:00.006+08:00

HELLO people with computers! ;D

Yeah, I know, it`s about time I`ve posted. LOL.

Been really busy lately and life`s just one big hectic, crappy *#!@#... whoops. Got a tad bit out of point there. Main thing is, I know it`s time to post, so, here it is! haha. long overdue.

I`m still terribly ill and I know I haven`t been taking care of my health lately. I know I should give myself a break from all the madness but I can`t seem to find a way to stop things and days from clashing. Never experienced myself meltdown though, whoopeee! :D

HMM. haha. this one`s really late, happened like, last Sunday? But I enjoyed it loads so I`ll blog about it anyways. Went ice skating with the saxes! YEAHHH. (:

It`s really kind of late. So, since you can view almost all the photos and the happenings in the saxes blog and other blogs it seems kind of redundant to the story again, doesn`t it?

But still, I had loads of fun, been long since I`ve ice skated. Even eating Pastamania pizza with Tashryn and Wanxuan outside KFC was fun :D

So, I`ll just post the photos that managed to find it`s way into my phone and post it :D

It`s sad that I don`t have the photo will all 10 of us. Wish Faj and Iffah were there.

Oooh, and it was the school`s sports day last Thursday! GO 2E2!

I wasn`t able to go for it cause I had to go to ICA with my parents to apply for something. We had to go back and forth. LOL. Most of the time it was just plain boring. I feel kinda bad that I wasn`t able to support my class on that day. Sorry 2E2.

& here`s something I haven`t done in a long time! tag replies. ;D

I`ll reply everytime a page on the tagboard is fully changed.

YASMIN:

heyyyyy! baguio was aweesomeeee! I`m sure you`ll be able to go back there soon too. hehe. thanks for the sweeeet tag! alam mo, you`re really pretty too! (:

HAO FANG:

haofy! I miss my big sis too! lovelovee.

SHAFINA:

Hey! thanks for the belated birthday greeting. I`ll relink you ASAP.

KEITH:

babybear! LOL. don`t be angry. haha. I`ll relink you soonest!

CHARMIAN:

YEAAHHH! then I can nag and nag at you like an old lady again. haha. thanks for taggin`, charmangel.

GABRIEL (2E2):

hey gabby! thanks for ~~spamming~~ taggin a lot? haha. There, I`ve updated alrd. LOL.

i love fun (:

2009-04-03T14:26:00.004+08:00

HEYYYYY WORLD!
been long since I`ve posted.

I`m loading some songs that I will attempt to play with my guitar right now and I`d figured that instead of sitting here and stoning, I should post! hehe. Yes, my blog is dying, my tagboard is too.

Well, today`s friday! This week flew by really fast and It`s been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. Started last Friday when I had fever halfway through band. Turned out my throat was inflammed or sumthin` and I was advised not to use my throat for at least a week? I was more than happy not to talk though, specially cause for the first two days or so, I had to literally cringe in pain everytime I talked or swallowed. No, not a nice experience.

So yeah, there is that huge possibility that I would not be able to perform in the SYF. But, I guess I got enough rest cause yeahp, I went for my first indoor band SYF yesterday! It was held at the same venue when I had my primary school SYF and I could feel the memories. It seemed a lot bigger before though. - or maybe back then I was just, uh, smaller? heh.

I played the pieces and dedicated them to my grandmother, Lola Au. ILOVEYOU!
So yes, I played my heart out and I`m pretty sure I could feel my grandmother smiling at me from up above.
Although we were only awarded with silver, I`m still proud of myself. Cause I know my grandma`s proud of me too (:

I know I couldn`t have walked onto that stage without the encouragement of my awesome band seniors! Especially the touching smses that Ivana and Tashryn sent to me. It really helped me get through the night before SYF, cause I was fretting and hyperventilating A LOT.
Not only them, but the support of the alumni too. Wanxuan! thanks for the note! I had it wedged beside one of my scores so I could look at it during the times when I didn`t have anything to play and it made me feel loads better. Ooh, the last minute hugs, advice, and goodlucks that were given before we went in helped too.

A few people cried before and after the results were released. Kenny, cheer up yea? Everyone makes mistakes - even me. LOL. Don`t get too stressed up about it and at least you know you did your best and can do even better next time. Jia yi also! haha.
HMM, what else? ohyeah. I hope my seniors aren`t too disappointed that we only got silver. We, your juniors, are going to work real hard for the next indoor SYF and we`re soo gonna rock the concert hall, get a gold and make you guys proud (:

oooh! and Gideon was competing on the same day too. He`s a percussionist with that all-boy band, wearing the black suits, they`re from Anderson Sec, if I`m not wrong.
Well, neways, they got gold with honours. So, congratz Gideon :D

OH! and this TUESDAY Shi Zhe, a trumpet player from Hougang Sec got Gold. Congratz mashimashi! :D

&&& Zhu Xiang, from Monfort Sec, a french hornist is having his SYF today! If i`m not wrong? LOL. Good luck to him (:

looking forward to looking back.

2009-03-22T16:38:00.003+08:00

HEYYYYY (:

i`m back. hehe.

I got home today, early in the mornin`.

Time flew by really fast and it`s been a week already. Awh, school starts tomorrow.

We went back to baguio because it was my grandmother`s Babang Luksa. (i`ve no idea what it`s called in english and if it even has an english term)

So, anyhoo, it was on the 19th of March and family, relatives & friends went to church and also did a special prayer for her and stuff.

I think it`s a time when we have to stop grieving over her death. But, who could actually stop?

I know my grandmother wouldn`t want me to grieve over her death, but I love her dearly and I just can`t forget about it. It`s very real and it`s hard to accept the fact that she`s really passed away and I can`t be with her the way I used to anymore.

Although I know she`s probably watching over me right now.

speaking of that, during this holiday, bestie`s grandfather passed away.

I hope she`s feeling better now and I know it`s hard to handle.

bestie, I know your grandfather`s up there, in heaven.

He isn`t really GONE, he`ll always be right there, in your heart.

Just think, he`s in a happier place now and he`s still with you.

sorry i wasn`t in Singapore to help you through this.

Back to where I was.

So, on that day I met loads of relatives, most of them I couldn`t remember.

At the chapel, during the rosary, I was at the front, first row with my dad and other grandmother, kneeling.

Even before we finished halfway through the prayer, I just collapsed all of a sudden.

Ohyes, I fainted right then and there and didn`t even know I did, until I gained conciousness again, which was when I was seated down again.

My dad had to bring me out of the chapel while holding me tightly to make sure I didn`t fall again. I had no idea what happened. LOL.

Most of them said that maybe my grandmother visited me. Who knows.

I love you Lola Au. (:

So yeah, maybe my grandmother was with me during the prayer and she was showing her presence.

So aside from that, had a little fun too.

Went shopping here and there, went bead crazy(!) and spent time with my relatives.

I love my family more than anything on earth.

There`s really something special about Baguio City that makes it what it is.

THE CITY OF PINES (:

I`m really scared to go back to band right now. Hehe.

I`m afraid that the band sounds perfect right now and I fear that when their bassoonist comes back from her holiday, with absolutely no practice at all, she might make the band sound horrible.

I know I`m pathetic with the bassoon, I don`t want to pull down the band.

ANYHOO,

So here are some snapshots taken from my last day in Baguio.

Focused more on taking the scenery than the people. HAHA.

The photos were taken in John Hay.

Went with Lola Cora, Kuya Raymond and Ate Rea.

Can you see The Manor hiding in the woods?

The knight without her shining armour.

I hugged a tree that day (:

The 3 ladies.

And that`s the end of it.

Hmm, I know I can`t describe it as well as it was.

All I know is, Baguio is the most beautiful place I`ve ever been to and will always be.

Sure, it isn`t perfect, but no country is.

And I know I`d die of loneliness if I continue being stuck here and if I don`t get to Baguio again to see my beloved relatives.

I miss home.

2009-03-11T20:31:00.006+08:00

HEYYYY (:

it`s been an uber long time since i`ve updated. hehe.
hmm... what`s there to say?

OHYEAH! i got an IPOD NANO! WHEEEEEEHAAAAAAAA.
& the astounding part is, I didn`t even have to ask for it. LOL.
I mean I wanted one, at first.
Decided that I`ve already spent too much on random stuff, so I didn`t ask for one in the end. But my Dad got me one anyway, so... THANKS DADDY (:
had it since last saturday and i`m veh veh happy with it. :D

okay, on to other stuff (:
went for a grooming course last uh, monday? yeah.
had a great time with jeslin and namira, tweaking each other`s hair.
Actually I think I look crappy when I twist my hair like that. HAHA.
but what the hey, since everyone else is doing it. heh.

I didn`t go to school for 2 days.
HMM. seems stress is really getting to me right now, cause I`m getting really sickly.
with all the nausea, flu and the aches and the pains.
ohwell.

Tomorrow I will face a very terrifying experience. LOL. oh, i`m terrified alright.
the odd thing is, I wasn`t even the one who volunteered myself. HAHA. thanks namira.
AAAHHH. i don`t wanna do it, but i don`t think i have much of a choice.
i`m the MC, along with namira for the badge giving presentation thingy tomorrow.
first time, EVER.

Anyhoo, I`ll be off to the airport tomorrow night.
& my flight for manila starts early in the morning.
from there, it`s a road trip all the way to baguio :D
YAYEEEEEEEEEEEE.
will miss everyone.
bestieeeee! take care uh. (:

DO, WILL, SHALL... might not :D

2009-03-05T15:18:00.007+08:00

HEYHEY (:

Haven`t really got back my results for everything. hehe. So yeah, the curiousity`s still there. ;D
Ohwell, I`ll know in due time.
Tomorrow`s a Friday! Ahahhh, not looking forward to it.

I have many many bad habits that are gonna make me stressed out and fat. LOL
so here`s my list of DO.WILL.SHALL.mightnot things for this year.

I WILL ...

1. stop attempting to skip stuff that I don`t like doing.
2. stop thinking of wedges. (???)
3. read more books! LOL.
4. I MUST STOP splurging on sweets, including chocolates!
5. try to stop spending too much.
6. be more relaxed and slack a bit more. hehe.
7. be a better daughter.
8. be a better, (as char says) "goodie one friend".
9. practice my instruments more often.
10. try to sleep earlier. HAHA. yeah, rightttt.
11. be a better bestie.
12. try to do my councillor duties, properly. heh.

in the end somehow, it always comes back to you.

2009-03-03T19:53:00.012+08:00

HELLO! :D

I`ve got a couple of posts to update for. But I can`t really remember most of `em. hehe.

However, there are a few I can remember. Like the ones on Last Saturday and Sunday. So, yeah. ENJOY (:

SATURDAY!

Last saturday had band. It was the normy band practice and we didn`t have any biopolis trip.

But we were released much earlier than I expected. YAYEEEE.
After band, had lunch with my family at hg mall`s Pepper Lunch. yum!

SUNDAY!

Went out with bestie today! YEAH.

Met up early early in the mornin` and made a trip to... uh, the mrt stop before harbourfront? yeah. We couldn`t decide where to go. Just took some went down some random MRT station.

Buttttttt, that random MRT station turned out to be really boring. LOL. We walked around a bit, did some old shop shopping.

The real fun began when we MRT-ed to harbourfront! haha.

Our first stop was lunch at Banquet.

Afterwards went shopping at harbourfront centre. Ooohlala, I love the shops.

The clothes at animal were CUTE! But I didn`t buy anything, cos apparently, the prices were really 'CUTE' too. haha.

After we covered every inch of every floor of harbourfront centre, we moved on to VIVO! Which, happened to be connected to hbfront centre.

OH, the clothes! LOL. Should`ve seen bestie`s face light up. haha.

She looked mostly at the accessories and leggings while I looked at the jackets & the hats! :D

By the end of it all, our feet were aching and we couldn`t think straight, literally. hehe.

PHOTOS!

AH, SAXOPHONE!

BOB & AINI, they can fix it! (:

a cowie and THE cowie.

oww, my eyes. sunlight burns.

can you see the price tag? hehe.

guess that`s it.

i`ve got to go rush my theory homework! hehe.

toodles.

closed down and closed out.

2009-02-25T17:20:00.004+08:00

HEY! (:

going to make this a quick post cause in ten minutes, it`s maths study time! :D

come to think of it, maths is the ca subject I fear the most.

Awh, tomorrow`s the last day of common tests! :"(

LOL. You might find this reaction weird, there`s actually nuthin` weird bout it.

It`s been long since I`ve felt so FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

I`ve finally got time on my hands to do other stuff. Stuff I like to do.

The whole week`s been awesome.

AH, there`s nothing much to talk about. heh.

Exams were okay, went pretty well. I think I blabbed a little too much with today`s lifelit free writing.

Topic I chose? LOVE! haha. Not much choice, cos it was either that or sumthin` bout money. ;D

and poof,

i`m off.

to study?

nahh, later! :D

2009-02-21T19:43:00.003+08:00

HEYYYY ;D

I`m exhausted! LOL.

This morning went to compass point with my dearest mom.

I did one of the most life changing experiences today. LOL. Don`t really want to talk about it. But I`m soo amazed and proud of myself for being able to do it! haha.

Afterwards met up with Aj, Shi Zhe and Juan Gabriel at hougang mall.

Headed for one of my favourite malls. YES, CENTRAL! :D

All I pretty much spent on was food. haha. Went crazy at the grocery store and splurged on Japanese sweets. They all tasted awesome :x

Afterwards went for brunch, LOL, BRUNCH at a restaurant. Yeahp, tried a different restaurant this time.

Uh, all I ate was ice cream! :D

YUMYUMYUM.

So yeah, I had a great time.

Wished Timothy and Sze yi were there (:

PICTURES! {:

TADAAAAAA! (:

2009-02-20T19:24:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!

Yes, I`ve changed my blogskin.

Hopefully now everyone can see the posts and whatnots :D

It`s sad that the blogskin I made didn`t work out, couldn`t figure out what was wrong with it. ohwell, no use thinking about it now.

will post next time.

exams are just around the corner, y`know.

and that is why I have to slack and have as much fun as I can, NOW {:

2009-02-18T21:01:00.002+08:00

HEY WORLD!

Yeah, I know. Some people are having trouble viewing the posts in my blog, or the whole blog itself. If it looks weird, please note that it isn`t meant to look like that. hehe.

I guess there`s something wrong with the codes or somethin`. The reason to why I`m not taking it out is cause, well, I worked really hard on making it (or more of editing someone else`s, HAHA) and YEAH, I don`t wanna waste my effort.

It`s so niceeeeeeee! It`s supposed to be, at least :D

Anyhoo, I`ve no idea why some people can and cannot view it properly.

If you`re reading this right now, then that means you can! YAYE for you {:

Maybe it`s the internet software thingy you`re using? yeah, maybehhh.

I`M BORED.

because I`ve not been blogging recently, I tried turning to other ways of entertainment.

Facebook, Friendster and other whatnots :D

I won`t go much into detail on what I`ve been doing cause I`d just blab endlessly with wars this, wars that. LOL. Not real wars, gamey wars! (:

Went out with bestie after theory today!

Had to go buy Jasper and Edwin`s birthday presents.

It was the first time bestie saw me go crazy at ARTBOX.

oooh, I love artbox and everything in it! YAYEEE ARTBOX! :D

although the one at tampines is better than the one at amk hub, more stuff.

This is a totally random post and I`m just blogging for the sake of blogging (:

& so those who can actually see my posts would see somethin` new.

that`s it for now.

AU REVOIR.

2009-02-07T09:35:00.004+08:00

SUH-WEEEET FOURTEENTH! <3

Yeahp. i had my birthday 2 days ago (feb 5) and it was probably one of the best days of my school life :D

I don`t really know what to say! LOL. I`m just really really touched la!

Everyone put in so much effort. (keeping the surprise a secret from me must`ve taken a lot of effort! hahah)

I`d especially like to thank my AINI BESTIEEE and CHARMIANgel, who are pretty much the masterminds behind the whole surprise thing. heh.

AINI! i love the letter! (:

the party was really unbelievable. LOL.

And i`m sorry if i wrongly thank or forget to thank someone cos i wasn`t really able to get much of the details of things.

this girl with me, yes, i love her! :D

the cutting of the cake.

he`s wearing my specs. LOL.

I really appreciate everything! (i`m sorry if i missed any name out) Aini, Charmian, Keith, Edwin, Jeslin, Mandy, Dawn, Shina, Gabriel, Jonathan, Kenny, Clement, Namira, Jasper, Hao Fang.

ooh, & jessica, who gave my present like, 2 weeks in advance! xD

& my seniors for the, extra chocolate? heheh.

I really appreciate the cake, the presents & the ever so sweet cards ! :D

AAAH, and pretty much all the 2E2 peeps cos they sang a birthday song like, for every period.

& to those who took the time to greet me.

thank you for the birthday tags! sorry i took so long to reply!

hahah. i still remembered, jasper sang a happy birthday song to me in english, chinese, malay & tamil & also attempted japanese!

& bestie walked me home! awh.

don`t i have the awesome-est class? heheh. YEA, I DO!

not only that, i have the awesome-est family too!

when i got home my mom cooked a bigbig feast! LOL. suhweet.\

my sister even made me a sweet-as-sugar drawing with glitters and stuff.

& surprisingly enough, they got the same cake that the class gave to me! hahah.

yea, now it`s in the fridge, waiting to be devoured, soon (:

and i get a new phone for my birthday! YAYE! but i haven`t chosen yet, can`t make up my mind. probably getting it today though. heheh.

THANKYOU! {:

2009-02-03T19:36:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

i probably should be doing D&T right now. it`s been piling up lately.

NAHH :DD

later.

went for my last guitar lesson today!
UUHHHUUHHAAAUUAAHHBOOOO.

i`m gonna miss guitar lessons & my veh nice teacher!

i wish i didn`t have to quit guitar. i seriously enjoy playin` it.

but sad to say, i no longer have any free days.

higher art on mondays, band on tuesdays, thursdays, fridays & soon to be wednesdays (theory) and probably saturdays won`t be spared either cos SYF`s drawing nearer. i`m left with sunday for family day.

ANYHOO.

last saturday went to the flower festival thingeyy at sentosa with my family.

it wasn`t what i expected. somehow, different from the one at baguio.

but, still good (: most of the time i just snacked on shaved ice with my sister.

then headed to the beach and soaked up the sun.

had higher art yesterday! LOL.

didn`t know painting circles was so much fun.

painted a ~~mango~~ lemon (:

YEAHP.

2009-01-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

HEY ! :DD

hmm.
things are getting superduperdy duper (that is soo not a word) hectic lately.
i guess things are like that. i`m just glad that there`s no more councilor duty in the mornin`. LOL. i find it weird, taking care of a sec3 class. heheh.

aaaahhhh.
what happened to huang lao shi? our chi teacher`s been replaced by another guy.
a guy who has written and published many mehneeee books. told us about one of `em today.
the new teacher seems veh knowledgeable and wise. (:
heheh. no offence, but i still want mr dave ng to be our chi teacher only. veh fun & understanding teacher. LOL.
if not, it`s back to the tables for me. heheh. people almost died of boredom today, yes.

HAOFY! open the hat. LOL.

YAYEEEEE.
i lalalalove weekends (:

2009-01-29T19:34:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYY.

I`m sooo hippie hyper today ! why? I`ve no idea. hahah.
Went home with bestie today ! LOL.
anws, today was my class` datalogger thingy. Somehow, I enjoyed it !
I lalalalove clickidy-clickin` on the screen with the stylus. hahah.
It`s sad that shu hui, my sciencelab partner, had to leave class early for some badminton thangg though. she deals with my madscientist-ness very well. heheh.
But i had the company of hui ling! hahah. She`s a great partner too. Uber fun to talk to.

Didn`t go for the councilor grooming course, awh. I can`t help but wonder what they did.
Wasn`t able to go cos of band. Apparently, some of the performing CCAs were excused from the grooming course cos SYF`s drawing nearer.
Jessica didn`t go cause she`s sick! ohno.
get well soon Jessie ;D

Yesterday went to AMK hub straight after school with Jessica.
Went window shopping, walked around and stuff.
Had loads of fun and laughed a lil` bit too much.
I still remember the crazy stuff we did during the Genting trip. LOL.

oh, shu fang`s feeling sick too! i think? hahah.
why are my happypills ill? get well soooooon.

HOOOHAAAAA!
ohmygah. i despise fridays.

2009-01-25T15:25:00.011+08:00

HEYHO!
My holidays aren`t as exciting as I`d want them to be. LOL.
Most of the stores are probably gonna be closed soon or somethin`.
& those open ones are gonna be bursting with people!
Boy, I can feel the CNY fever. heheh ;DD

so here I am, with nothing much to post about.
Okay, here are some random pics I took with the webcam this mornin`.
more and more people started posin` for the camera after a while. LOL.
I edited one or two and was too lazy to edit the rest. heheh.
note that I am not a camwhore :D

2009-01-24T10:56:00.003+08:00

HEY WORLD!

LOL. i think my posts are going to mostly happy from now on.
negativity is unhealthy, y`know?
seems like i haven`t been posting for an uber long time.

hmm, i`ll start by greeting haofang a belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hahah. you are one lucky guy okay! your birthday gift is just pure coolness.
see, i told you we got something for ya.
i still can`t believe we were able to get a PSP for you!
i bet it`s an unforgettable birthday.
LOVEYA big sis! you`re now one year older. (:

okay what`s next?
performed during the CNY concert yesterday. i played the bassoon.
YAYEEEE. i love playing that song. fun & easy. LOL.
i`ve got a euphoria rush right now cos i`ve no school till tuesday! WHEEHAAA!

River of love

Like a slow but steady river
God 's love flows through me
An endless stream of devotion,
invisible for others to see

Life can give us no guaranties,
so much death and destruction
The meaning not clear to many
In drugs and alcohol lies seduction

It takes courage to stand tall
amidst defeat and evil deeds
To be your own man at all times
and not give in to low needs

To all evil there is just one cure:
stay true to yourself and to others
Allow our Father 's love to flow freely,
turn the other cheek to lost brothers

Like a slow but steady river
God 's love flows through me
An endless stream of devotion,
invisible for others to see

Evil will not get it 's claws in me
His shield of love is my protection
and my life 's gift to all I meet:
my everlasting affection

2009-01-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

LOL. i`m going to post about today some other day too.
i`m just going to clear some stuff out (:

hmm, that post about the saxophone, was really how I felt at that time.
yeah, i felt bad and that was really how i felt.
perhaps i should`ve kept my thoughts to myself, BUT on the other hand, it`s my blog.
freedom of speech? shouldn`t i be able to say out my feelings? please do not criticize.

but yeah, i guess i over reacted.
though i said those things, i don`t think the saxes are bad people.
even after what happened, it doesn`t change the fact that i think the saxes are awesome.

i think it`s a great section. my SL`s great, my seniors & alumnus too!
i think i`ve said this before, a few months ago? yeahp.
i mean, why do you think i still stay in band? LOL.
it`s not really because of the CCA points y`know.
it`s because i didn`t want to disappoint my seniors.
but judging from what one of my seniors tagged, i guess i`ve failed miserably on that, eh?
hmm, i guess i can`t please everyone (:

footprints in the sand;

2009-01-16T20:04:00.002+08:00

HEYHEY!
went for band today. you must be surprised, i know i am. LOL.
before that had sectional lunch with the saxes at hougang pt`s KFC.

somehow, i`m relieved that i didn`t have to play the saxophone today.
was afraid i`d collapse if i saw it with someone else, honestly.
came for band a little later though. clement, jonathan, kenny & I helped fix the class decorations.
yes, fix. heheh. the back board looks awesome now! kinda.
i wasn`t there to see the finished result.
but i know everyone worked really hard to glam up our classroom!
& i know those who stayed back to help even longer and those who went to buy extra stuff put in loads of heart & effort. (:

i don`t know why but whenever i`m determined to make that decision, i get pulled back.
i always somehow get pulled back into hesitation.
then i`d end up staying for another few months or so.
maybe cause even if i say i don`t care, i kind of do. in a way. and i can`t just abandon them just like that.
WHY? :O

i can`t help but remember that i lost 2 clips today! hahah.
thanks for lending me your clip charmian! :DD

TADAAAA! finished (:

i don`t want a broken heart.

2009-01-15T20:10:00.005+08:00

she plays it too. why can`t I ?

yeah, i may sound selfish.
but it isn`t JUST a saxophone.

i can`t be considered a bassoonist, cause i`m not that good at playing it, at all.
but i don`t even have my saxophone anymore. so what am i?
i`m stuck in between a bassoonist and a saxophonist.
i can`t be classified under any category, no?

my saxophone was the only thing i had that reminded me i was a saxophonist.
but now it`s gone. cause of that DSA kid, who hasn`t even played for them before.
gee, i guess that shows how much i 'matter'.
SCREW WORKING HARD, what`s the point?

the saxophone that i`ve polished till 1am in the morning.

no pertenezco, anywhere.
やめられる.

2009-01-13T19:23:00.006+08:00

HEYHELLO! (:
hmm, had guitar lessons today. yeahpyeahp.
i`m reallehhhh sorry about how things kind of clash every now and then.
but it`s not like i`m having a happy go lucky, runaway from the world, thing.
i just have other commitments that demand time too.

anyways! went for SEC2 sectional band yesterday! hahah.
had an awesome time. it was CHAOTIC, but fun :DD
made more noise than music, actually.
before that ate and hang out with bestie at the playground.

yeahp. after SEC2 sectional, headed for bubbletea with most of the sec2s;
clement, kenny, shu fang, jessica, yuni & jiayi.
laughed like madcows cause of something hilarious that happened. hahah. XD
especially clement`s top of the ~~hill~~ line, wiping skills.

i can`t believe i`m part of chi lessons acting thingy.
ohmygee. who knew forests could talk? this should be vehveh interesting ;DD
i`m gonna be graded. joy.

i`ll start uploading more pics soon.
pics that should`ve been uploaded ages ago.
CIAO!

moodswing season!

2009-01-11T16:36:00.003+08:00

i`m feeling overly emotional today. yeahp.
i know i`ve unleashed my tantrums on more than one person today.
yea, sorry about that guys.

i just realized that i`m really stressed about everything.
idk why i always take up more things than i`ve been able to handle.
it`s called, superduper multi-tasking.
and lately, i can`t have things both ways.
but, i`ve been through this before and although i know i won`t be able to enjoy high school as much as i want, i`m still up for it! bring it on :DD

today after church my mom and I ran into Jenniefer, her lil` sis & mom.
So we headed to hougang mall together and separated from there. hahah.
hmms, Jenniefer seems like she`s busybusy with her redcross. & i know she`ll become a world renowned nurse/doctor! hahah.

FUN FACT! ;
my aunt invited me to visit them in the US.
and guess what?
she knows how much I love twilight!
& their house is a two hour drive from where they filmed the TWILIGHT
MOVIE! YEAHHH!
their family used to go there to visit the hotsprings and stuff, i
think.
so yeahpyeahp. might take up her offer someday and visit their place.
YAYE!

still chasing pavements

2009-01-10T11:00:00.002+08:00

HEYHELLO!
i keep skipping posts lately. idk why.
i guess i`ve just never had much time to do them (:

anyways, yesterday was our CCA OPEN HOUSE!
the reason for why it`s been full on CCAs for the whole week.
yeahpyeahp.

clement, jessica and I decided to help out, as councilors, to usher the sec1s and some of their family members to their seats. hahah. i found it superduper fun. hahah.
i enjoyed talking to the sec1s and telling them what band is like. heh.
i want SEC ONES! hahah.

ohyea, i saw bestie`s performance! i wouldn`t miss it for the worldeeee la.
i couldn`t really her them much except for the lead singer.
but bestie was so pretty and they still did great. swaying gracefully (:

and we just happened to be seated in front of our DSA SAXOPHONIST!
yeahpyeahp! we turned back to talk to them and found out that it was him.
he`s an alto player! but i don`t think he wants to join band? :"(
and clement was jumping happy to find out the other guy with him was an oboeist! hahah.
i really hope our performance changed their mind. i know they were still there, saw them. heh.

afterwards went back to the band room to get ready.
our performance was the finale.
which sucked cause we had to wait for a uber long time before our turn & the speeches made a lot of people leave before seeing our performance.
but still, i think our performance went well! hahah.
finally, i did the merry-go-round part correctly. but i made a tiny mistake on somethin` else. heh.

sólo me faltas tu (spanish version)

2009-01-06T18:59:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLDEEEEE!

ooh, he ain`t camera shy! YEAH!

the secTWOs, in the process of making our band logo.

i`ve got nothing much to say today. but what the hey? hahah.
hmm, today was the last day 2E2 got to sit with the people they want to. yeahp, we got our seats rearranged right after the last period. awh.
ohwell, bestie`s still to my left. muahahah. we were given boy & girl seating arrangements.
guess who i was paired up with? clement. hahah.
well, at least it`s clement. hahah. the two double reed players always somehow end up working with each other. hahah. meanwhile, aini got paired up with kenny. hahah.

FYI, that was typed in yesterday. not for today. it was saved as draft cause i had to go do somethin` and forgot to finish it ;DD
seems to happen a lot these days. heh.

SO WHAT`S NEW?
just found out today that mr khoo`s our D&T teacher. yeahp, THE mr khoo (the band teacher). didn`t know he taught D&T. anyhoo it was loads of fun. drew lines & shaded on our first lesson (:
speaking of teachers, i found out last sunday that my PE teacher from my pri school goes to the same church as me. hahah. jenniefer does too! COOLIE.

didn`t go for band today cause i had guitar lessons. one of my very few guitar lessons left.
awh, the fact is seriously saddening. i don`t want to stop guitar lessons. no matter how snobby that other receptionist is. hahah.
my teacher offered to open another timeslot for me on saturdays. but obviously there`s bound to be band on saturdays soon. CRAP.
i`d probably never find a guitar teacher as awesome as mr khoo (NOT the band teacher).

i`m staying in the 2E2/2E1 class during chinese lesson. it`s not so bad, quite alright cause almost all the 2E2s are there and i don`t have much trouble understanding chi and the teacher is nice. hahah.
it`s been a long time since i had to stay in a chi class during MT periods.
i remember when i was P6 and the teacher used to be boiling angry at me cause i kept distracting and talking to the other chi students. yeahp. badbad.
now i`m gnna be as obedient as i can be. heheh. ((:

you`ve got to lay off those Wedges. yeahpyeahp!

why? they`re bad for the heart.

2009-01-03T19:25:00.004+08:00

HEY!

went for band again today. yeahp, i` m surprised with myself. hahah.
speaking of that, i`m kinda disappointed bout the fact that after midway february i`m stopping (temporarily?) guitar lessons. yeahp. why? cause it`s on a tuesday. & there`s band on tuesday.
so yeah, yet another thing gone cause the band days clash. oh, crap.

band today was awesome.
felt different today. i was jumping mad & happy. mostly cause i didn`t have to play my bassoon at all which meant, i could play my saxophone! YEAHH. eheheh. *wink*

2009-01-02T21:54:00.003+08:00

heyhello (:

school was, surprisingly, awesome! hahah.
although my sleep last night had a lot of, uhh, disruptions? hahah.
kept getting smses and calls from random people from as late as midnight and as early as 4 am in the mornin`! gah.

anyways, i`m glad to see my old classmates again! missed them oh-so much!
we`re now officially, 2E2`09 (:
started councilor duty today too. hmm, wasn`t so bad.
must be cause i have a really nice mentor! heheh. her name`s Shi Min :DD

our new form teacher seems great!
her name`s Miss Nur, i think?
She`s crazy and kind of reminds me of, well, an older version of AINI ;D
we have 2 new E2 peeps in our class, but unfortunately, lost 2 other 1E2 classmates who got transferred somewhere else.
shafiq and jasper! you guys are greatly missed and E2 will never be the same without you guys {:
other people who i`ll miss are the teachers who won`t be teaching us anymore! awh :(
like, Mr Teo. yeahp. i actually listened during his geography classes. hahah.
who else? urm, idk who else. hahahh. but Miss Nur`s teaching us geography too.

Ooohoooh, & i`m part of the class decoration group! heheh.
the boards at the front of the class are gnna look awesome when my group`s done with them!
we have so many talented people in 2E2 y`kno? hahah. So many soon-to-be artists, musicians, poets, actors/actresses, singers, dancers & much much more! :DD

i`m happy with the class seating! heheh. for the first time we finally get to sit in twos. YEAH!
guess who i`m sitting with? bestie! of course. heheh.
behind me are the ever so sweet charmian & kitty (:
ahh, i think this is the beginning of a wonderful school year ;DD

the most shocking news you`ll hear,
i went for band, on the first day!
mooahahah. believe it or not.
i`m surprised with myself too :DD

YAYE 2E2`09! (:

2009-01-01T18:51:00.005+08:00

hey! HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone (:
haven`t thought through my new year resolutions yet. hah.
i just hope this year will be better than the last.
but still, i guess i should prepare myself for another roller coaster ride.

i didn`t really feel like posting the past few days. heheh.
but, i`ll be posting under the days missed out later on. like, this saturday or somethin`. (:

i can`t believe school starts tmrw! the holidays flew by too fast. :"(
school school SCHOOL.
i`m not really looking forward to it. are you?
especially since i`ve got to reach school by 7.15 in the morning. yeahp.
GAH. i don`t know if my body is capable of waking up so early anymore. hahah. :DD
gee, school is starting out great this year, isn`t it?
starts off with waking up ever so early, go for classes, then band afterwards.
i`m enjoying it already 0_____0 yeah, rightttt.

2008-12-24T20:01:00.004+08:00

HEYHEY!
it`s christmas eve! mooahahah.
happy christmas eve {:

spent the day doing random stuff and last minute preparations. heheh.
just finished watching IRON MAN, (again) with my family! heheh.
idk why, but movies with hardcore robot fights intrigue me. hah.
yeahp, transformers rocks too! ((:

just called up and greeted my grandparents too.
ahh, i miss it there. i especially miss the cold, fresh, piney air.
&& of course my relatives! :D

you know, thinking about it...
i don`t mind being FED EX-ed to the philippines, baguio city. hahah.
christmas is different there. coolness ;DD

YEAHP, gnna countdown `till christmas day!
then i`ll rip open the giftwrapping of my presents. WHEEHAAAA!
but the night is young and i`m going to spend the time watching movies, do some guilt-free eating, drink sparkling wine and champagne while roasting marshmallows over a candle :DD
oooh, soon gnna start the bbq too! i wanna barbeque all kinds of stuff.
pork, chicken... corn! ((:

hope you guys are havin` an awesome time too! :DD

2008-12-23T20:26:00.005+08:00

sittin` pretty for the camera! LOL.

edwin.

it was like this most of the time.

i can`t forget that BAR named, " KIL(L)KENNY". mooahahah.

sorry for not updating. i know it`s been superduper long! hahah. actually, right now i`m gnna have to rush this post too. it`s probably gnna be a long one, prepare yourselves! :DD

guess what? Bestie`s back from Cameron today! heheh.
not only that, Jessica left for japan while Jenniefer left for malaysia today too. {:
hmm, coincidence. i hope they`ll have a great time!

i`d also want to wish ROCKY a HAPPYHAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!
may all your birthday wishes come true!
&&& my LOLA AU`s birthday yesterday! i love you grandma! sosososo much. (:

anyhoo, yesterday i had trucklaods of fun! mooahahah.
went to East Coast with Edwin and Kenny. Clement was supposed to come but i`m not too sure what happened. yeahp, i was the only girl. hahah. but the guys were great and fun to be with. took a few buses to reach our destination and went rollerblading!
Kenny, urm, falls gracefully? hahah. he dances a bit first before his butt hits the ground. hahah.
felt kinda happy to rollerblade after such a long time.
i miss rollerblading with Sze yi! we used to scream and shout whenever we rollerbladed across the road. hahah.

played by the seashore too!
i went seashell hunting for a while and the guys started having a pebble throwing competition. my pebbles just kinda, sunk after one ripple. :"( eheheh.
after fooling around in the water we were all soaked!
TRIED to make sand castles! in the end just made lumps of sand with seashells and a straw :DD
After Edwin went for his tuition, Kenny and I headed to parkway mall and went christmas shopping. spent most of our time at the book store. Kenny kept showing me the pictures from the desert cookbooks. all the mouth-watering treats! YUM. :X
photos will be uploaded soon. :DD

lately i`ve been going out a lot cause my parents are both free and it was that time of the year when we have our family bonding and stuff. heheh. they`re awesome! ;D
i finally got my fife just a few days ago! heheh. it can now be crossed out of my wishlist (:
yeahp. all the credit goes to my parents, they made all the calls to find which store actually sold one. meanwhile, the tin whilstle will be shipped in at around the end of december? can`t wait! {:
i can play almost everything except for the highest/last octave. yeahp. i`ll keep trying.

went for guitar lessons today! afterwards went straight to my room to wrap the presents i got for my sister & parents. i hope they`ll like it (:
woweee, it`s christmas eve tmrw! who`s excited? I AM!
i really hope you guys don`t think of christmas as storewide sales and christmas shopping and parties. it means so much more.
for me, i think it`s a time for giving and sharing, time to be with your loved ones and Jesus` birthday! heheh. (:

One last but not least thing, has anyone read the news?
there`s an increase of abandoned pets cause of the recession.
i feel bad for those animals.
don`t they deserve a joyful christmas too?
they have just as much reason to live as everyone else.
if anyone would like to donate to SPCA, please visit this website;
http://www.spca.org.sg/

here`s wishing everyone out there a very

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

& a happy new year.

2008-12-11T19:45:00.003+08:00

hey!

i keep on forgetting to post these days. okay, so let`s rewind and replay! (:
when did i last post anw?

on tuesday, went for guitar lessons. yeahp, no time to practice.
but i`m glad that my teacher said that i play the guitar really well. heheh.
i mean, especially after a fact that i went MIA for like, a year. yeah. so, i`m looking forward to my upcoming guitar exams.

wednesday, which was yesterday was band. yeahp. hmm, things got pretty, uhh, boring.
i honestly don`t like playing the bassoon. don`t get me wrong though. i like band.
but playing the bassoon by my lonesome is just... well, LONELY.
which just becomes plain old depressing in the end. like, seriously.
especially when people are having sectionals and i`m like, the only person in my section? oh, joy.
plus it really killed me to see the saxophonists like, right there. i really miss playing the saxophone and i`m really glad my SL let me take it home to practice. but i bet that`s the last time i`ll ever be able to bring my saxophone home for a long time. sighsighsigh.
even though i enjoy and am fully committed to band, i don`t find it fun anymore. not now. i feel like i`m missing out on so much in my section.
might as well just say goodbye to my sanity now i can feel it slipping away bit by bit :"(

today went shopping with my mom & sister.
bought a tad bit too many clothes. :DD
but i had loads of fun. heheh.

tomorrow`s band.
yeah.
i`m gnna go practice that saxophone solo even though i won`t be playing it anw.
i don`t care, i HAVE TO nail it.
idk why. i just have to, and i will.
not now, but, eventually.

2008-12-08T21:40:00.002+08:00

HEYHEYYYY (:

had to plan everything as we went along today.
was supposed to get out of this island with shizhe, timothy, jenniefer & aj by ard 8.00.
but since it rained superduper hard and parents started doubting bout the whole, '13 year olds going out of the island' thing, hmm... yeah, cancelled. the rain didn`t seem to stop so me and jen had to think of something to do.

so, yeah. after lazing around my house for a while, me and jen headed to hougang mall and bought like, 7 huge bags of chips? hahah. afterwards went lookin` for a movie rental store. couldn`t find any rental store where we could register with ages below 16. :"(
after that, headed to heartland mall cause we had an odd craving for cup walker.
went to the video ezy store and we were able to pursuade the really nice lady there to let us register. with the help of my mom, of course! {:

so, yeahp. we rented 'hansel and gretel' and 'L change the worLd'.
hansel and gretel is that horror movie that i so regret not watching last time. it isn`t much of horror, actually. i found it more of, heart-breaking than scary cos i felt really bad for those kids.
and, in L change the worLd, it was, interesting! hahah.
i guess we should`ve watched 'death note' first cos we were completely clueless durin` the first part of the show. hahah.
hahah. and now you know why we bought 7 whopping bags of chips. hahah.
totally pigged out. i won`t be eating chips for a very, very long time :DD

so, after running around the house, pigging out on more food, screaming and jumping on the couch and watching some old, primary school vids, jen headed home. hahah.
i had an awesome time! pics will be uploaded soon. but all of `em are kinda blurred cos my sister joined in on the fun and started the hurricane with us. ;D

ah, tomorrow`s guitar again. i haven`t practiced. but i know i should.
in the end, i always end up playing something else on the guitar anyway.
i can`t help it! hahah. (:

nightnights!